twentyfour-

2005-12-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

MOVED.

2005-12-01T07:40:00.000+08:00

EEEEEEE. YOU ARE SO DISGUSTING.

2005-11-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

You put the light in my life
You put the sparks to the flame
I've got your heart in my sights

1.Tonton
2.Charmaine Phang
3.Yongs
4.Glenn
5.Timon
6.Theon
7.Sean
8.Melissa
9.Cheryl Koh
10.Tiffany
11.Tracy
12.Chua Sihui
13.Christabel Lau
14.Jana
15.Lionel
16.Bryan
17.Amar
18.Cheryl Choy
19.Clement Choy
20.Harresh

How did you meet 13?
Er, in school. And at the funeral. She brought me to eat Happy Meal at 2am! I love my Molly! :D

What would you do if you never met 5?
Timon Ohlong Cha is my little brother! I'll die without him. We share the same genes. And I love his sense of humor. Haha. If he dies, then no one else will listen to me, and all my orders ): Like serving me Ohlong Cha and stuff. Haha.

What do you honestly think of 10?
My LaoEr! My senior! Umm, I love her (: Shes pretty. Shes good in netball. Shes damn funny. And she loves singing.

Have you ever liked 3?
Yongs? Oh! I dont like her, I love her! My dearest!

If 1 died tmr, what is one thing that you would like to do?
Oh my shit. If Tonton dies tmr, I'll kill myself too.He's my bestfriend! Rawh. Haha. I'll read him all the storybooks that Ive got at home. Chip Chip!

Would 2 & 11 make a good couple?
Crazy! They're both girls! Haha. Oh and Char loves me. So she wont like Tracy. And Tracy loves me too. So she wont like Char. HAHA :D

Do you think 12 is hot?
Chua Sihui's my sugar. How can she be hot? Shes sweeet! Haha sugar diamonds!

Would 1 & 17 make a lovely couple?
Tonton & Amar. Umm, Ton may be gay. But he doesnt go for guys like Amar. Haha. No lah Ton likes someone else already. And Amar is straight. He lives at Mount Everest. He'll never get to meet Tonton.

Do you know any of 3's family members?
Yongs. Nope! Dont know any of them.

On the scale of 1-10, how cute is 14?
10! Very very cute! :D Jana's crazy too. She loves singing the chicken little song. Haha madness.

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
Glenn Lim? Haha! He's my LalaPal! It will never happen. And er, no comments. Haha. I will probably jus go "Oh Mi God Zzz!" OR "Whatever! *Glenn's style*" Haha.

What language does 19 speak?
Clement Choy speaks alien language that I dont understand.Hah.

Who is 8 going out with?
I dont think I should say. Rawh.

Would 18 & 5 make a good couple?
My little brother & an ostrich? HAHA. They dont even know each other! And Timon is 2 years younger than Cheryl Choy. Haha. Impossible.

When was the last time you talked to 6?
Yesterday. Hah.

What is 18's favourite band?
I dont know!

Do 4 have any siblings?
Yeap. A brother.

Would you ever date 1?
NO. Of cos I wont! Haha we'll always be bestfriends! And only bestfriends! Forever and Ever!

Would you ever date 7?
Yes Im already dating my other half. Haha! No lah, Sean's crooked. Im straight. But I still love her so :D

Is 15 single?
Yeah he is. He has problems finding a girl. HAHA.

Whats 19's last name?
Choy Choy Choy. Or smurf (:

What is 3's middle name?
Pretty's Yongs' middle name.

What is 10's fantasy?
Uhh er, being with her boo (: Cedric Goh! Haha.

Would 14 & 19 make a good couple?
Haha no! Jana likes super sweet guys I guess. Not saying that Clement's not sweet. But yeah, NO.Its a no-no-never thing. Haha.Besides,they dont know each other! Jana's from stnicks. Clement's from fairfield.

What school does 16 go to?
Bryan Tan Jiehao goes to Fairfield.

What school does 1 go to?
Elton Lohloh! Mmhm ACS Barker!

Where does 9 live?
CK lives in CCK. Haha. Chua Chu Kang! I love cabbing home with her and Pamela.

Would you make out with 13?
Obviously not! We're both straight! Haha we from the Monopoly Duo :D Shes Molly and Im Polly!

Are 5 & 6 bestfriends?
Timon & Theon. They call themselves the hot duo. Whatever *glenn's style again* Haha. Timon already has a bestfriend. Its kim. Not Theon. And who wants to be Theon's bestfriend anyway? He'll scare he/her away. Hes a dragon. Haha! Sorry bingbing.

Is 20 older than you?
Yeap! He's one year older! Actually no, he's Elvis Presley. Alotalot older :D

Is 4 the sexiest, prettiest girl alive?
Oh mi god Zzz! YES HE IS THE SEXIEST AND PRETTIEST GIRL ALIVE! EVERYONE AGREES, RIGHT? HAHA! Glenn you must be super happy now.

Is 17 your ex?
Of cos NOT! No no no! Just good friends. Haha impossible too.

Do you ever see yourself with 12 & 18?
Theyre both girls? And umm im straight kay. Haha. Me with Sihui? Me with Cheryl Choy? Hahahahaha joke.

How is 2?
Phang Square! Shes damn crazy. She loves talking rubbish. And we're always brokebrokebroke. A damn good team mg nettie ; defender. I love her

2005-11-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

I was running from the truth
And now im crawling back to you

Met Yongs,Timon,Glenn,Theon,Johnchua yesterday. Okay first met Yongs, then we went to Cuppage Plaza to find the guys. They went to play pool while Yongs and I sat down, had so much fun talking and laughing with that darling of mine. After that we went for lunch. Everyone left for Paragon except Yongs,Glenn,Theon & I. Then Glenn walked bare footed all the way to ps. Cos Theon spoilt his slippers. Haha. Went into Flash&Splash, Glenn chose a 42bucks slippers,and it was so freaking ugly. Looks so much Converse please. Even Timon agreed. Haha then we went to spotlight to sit on the fabrics and slack. Haha went to Gelare and buy ice cream! Yum! Some mg girl kept staring at Glenn, shes so weird. Haha. Oh yes Glenn & Theon were really funny. Kept Zzz-ing after every word that they say. Like those ahlians you know. Haha super funny! Glenn: Oh mi god Zzz! HAHA :D

Then walked to Heeren. Glenn broke one of the thin metal railings on the second floor. Repeat, METAL RAILING. haha! We were so freaking bored. So Glenn came up with a super exciting idea, which is > Take neo prints. Haha. It was so gay lah! Took twice! But it was funfun! We took the lift down. And Timon,Yongs & I freaking got stucked in it. It went up and down the first and second level like a million times. So kuku! Haha. Then we all went home. It was a fun day. I love all those people alotalot (:

Today, went out with Yongs,Timon and Glenn again :D Met them at Taka. We were so bored lah. Then the 2 guys went to some Lego shop. Haha aiyo how old already. Then they went to the toy section. Childish idiots. Okay I shall be nice and not scold my little brother here. Timon Ohlong Cha! Haha. After that we walked to Cine. Slacked there like anything. Timon's mum was there. And he was hiding from her. Haha it was so dumb. Oh and i told Glenn something like "Im so tired" and he went like "Hi so tired" HAHA TELL ME HOW LAME CAN HE GET. Then after that we went home. Rahh. They keep calling me a cat, and that ive got small eyes. Whatever! *Glenn's style* Haha.

Oh yes, went for training in the morning. Tiring! And Ive got sore throat and flu. Ugh. Went for lunch with the C'div04 netties at Clementi. We are deciding to get a team bag! For school! (: Anyway, Qilin & Sheryl played Netball with vegetables during lunch. Haha the rest of us had fun laughing. Chest pass,underarm pass and even BOUNCE PASS! haha! Overhead pass and Lob too! HAHA! I love all of them! Always & Forever! <3

Jiarong and family came over for dinner last night. 'Cept Jieying ): Miss her so much! Haha. Was teasing rong and xing. Like the way rong talks in his text. With all the Zz and Xx behind each word. Haha! Hes so gay. And violent! Kept whacking me! ): Rahh.

Was Mummy's birthday 3 days ago. Lion and gang came over. Nat and I shared a supersuper expensive Nine West bag and a stalk of rose for her. Haha. Shared so much with Tracy Wan Lilin. And she shared her secrets with me too (: Heh heh heh. Went out with Molly before the dinner. Funfun! And I met Sean darl in town again! YAY! (:

Last week was Netball Camp. Everyone was given a pingpong buddy to take care of :D Day 1 was pretty boring. Especially training. Rahh. The seniors made us wore socks with slippers for Amazing Race. Everyone was staring at us okay! In the train, on the bus. Freaking irritating! Haha. Juls,Yiting & I were one team. Yiting is so cute. She goes like "Aye what time is the WELLFARE ar?" It was suppose to be FAREWELL! Haha. Okay we got lost in Geylang area and we were so scared! Haha. Went back to school, we were last. Expected! Haha. Showered and prepared for the farewell dinner. Our item was the childish-est. But yet nice! (: We even did the kallang Wave lah okay. Which was so out-of-point. Haha super funny. Had a little team talk with Miss Lee after that.

We were suppose to sleep at 1130. But most of us slept at 4 instead. We ordered Macs and watched the NCC 'intruder' thingy. Was suppose to be exciting lah! But it turned out to be super boring. Next morning, got scolded by Miss Lee. Cos some stupid teacher went to report abt us. Raahh. Match with Clementi Town after that. 45-18. Woohoo :D But my defender was so tall and irritating lah! Kept whacking my head. Ughh.

Im so bored now.

2005-11-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

maple's lazy to blog today.really lazy like some kinda pig or smt.hahhaha anyways im timon!,her one and only LITTLE BROTHER!,hahaha oops that sounds kinda wrong but yes im her LITTLE BROTHER!.okay well i only became her little brother today, after going through her OOHLONG CHA CEREMONY.SO STUPID OKAY!!!, HAD TO SERVE TEA TWICE BEFORE SHE ACKNOWLEDGE ME AS HER BROTHER.I BET SHE WAS GREEDY OR SMT, DRINK SO MUCH OOHLONG CHA!.hahaha oh well and MAPLE has this fetish for PLASTERS.YES PLASTERS PPL!!!.WHY PLASTERS!?!?.I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA!!! =))))) .MAYBE ITS COS SHE LOVES PASTING THEM ALL OVER HERSELF SO PEOPLE WOULD THINK SHES SOME KINDA PLASTER MUMMY OR SMT!.ohyeah and there's this guy she likes.his name's *******.if yknow him, good for you!!!.if not JUST SHUT UP AND CONTINUE READING.anyway this GUY gives her lots of plasters and she keeps them all in her wallet.but she lost her wallet and all of her plasters are gone!.well i dun really know much about what happen.but from what happened, it seems to me that maple likes boys who give her lots and lots of plasters!.so BOYS, IF YOU WANNA DATE THIS SISTER OF MINE, YOU BETTER GET READY A WHOLE ASSORTMENT OF PLASTERS MAN!.

alright im done!!!
bye!!!

ps : pay me $2 for all that hard and tiring work =D

2005-11-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

All this shit just S-U-C-K-S. Oh my oh my oh my. I need a genie in a bottle. Im dying to wish for a time machine, so that I could turn back time, and go back to where we started from.

Dearest Tonton,
You were always there for me. And I always tried to be there for you too. When Im down, I turn to you, cos I know you'll be there. Though you cant be right next to me, but you were there to listen to me. Those bedtime stories, love quotes, and chip chip jokes, I love being silly with you. You always make me smile, never fail to. My problems, you solved it all. My tears, you wiped for me. I dont call you my bestfriend for nothing. But why is it so different now? Ive made the wrong move by bringing her along to your party, just so wrong (no offense). If that night didnt happened, everything would be fine now, just like before. Feelings, I know you cant control it. But can you just resist? Count the number of times we've quarrelled after your party. It hurts. It sucks so bad. You mean so much to me. and Ive never cried so much for a friend before. Only for you ton. Jana & I are not not supporting your decision, its just that, can you fall for the correct one? Someone who is not attached please? Its wrong, you even said it yourself. When she told me, I was like fuck man, what the shit is my bestfriend doing?! Its like I dont know you anymore. And I kinda wished I never did ): This hurts this hurts this hurts. 2 days back, you said that we dont deserve to be each other's bestfriend. IT HURTS LIKE FUCK. Im disappointed, sigh. Have you changed your motto? Last thing, I hate people to hide things from me. Think about it ton. You'll always be my jug of ribena.

with much love,
your alligator.

Now Im thinking, sometimes people just dont appreciate the ones they have, till theyre gone, or when they realise how much they need them. They just take it for granted, and its like FUCK. -ouch.

I lost my wallet yesterday :'( Whoever found it and dont want to return, please just go and die. You can take my money, my atm card, my ez link. Take if for all i care. Just return that thumbdrive back to me. It belongs to jeanette's mum. I need it back. Im so irresponsible. Thanks Shaun, for cheering me up. Oh yes, I saw Sean yesterday! My other half's so cute :) And last night, we felt damn shit. She cried, so did I. No wonder shes my other half.

Okay, enough abt unhappy stuff. Looking at my Pacman drawn by Jana on my hand makes me smile :) I love Jana & Tab! All those Paxxy Tabby Naa-y and Maply was just hilarious. Paxxy Paxxy Paxton! Talking to Jana on the phone rocks :) Lots to share. Oh gawd. Shes such a darling. And whatsmore, we feel the same and all. Anyway people, Pacman's my new love. Its so cute. hahaha.

Was so happy to receive Jiahui's friendster msg last night :) Then added her online. Gosh gosh gosh. I love my hunny bunny so much. Was fighting with that stupid icecream man for Jia's love. Hahaha. Okay, the point is that, I love Jia fullstop.

Netball camp tmr. Amazing race, match with Clementi Town. Im sure we'll trash them again. I wanna play as shooter! GoalAttack is so tiring. Fairfield YEAH!

MY OTHER HALF JUST MESSAGED. HAPPY HAPPY! :D SHES SWEET!

2005-11-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

moodswings moodswings.
i feel fucked up.
its just a weird feeling in my heart you know ):
i want our friendship to be like the past, rewind it for me.
now its so screwed, i wish i never knew you.

ive been thinking alot
and i know its not worth to just let his friendship go
cos you know, you mean so much to me.
and i love you so.

PAUSE. enoughh ):

ive got a boyfriend and his name is boxers! hahah too bad melissa the bra, you dont have one! haha!

keith.
im sorry. i know ive been mean to you. but sorry, you really cant force me. its not there anymore you understand. and youre really freaking me out. youre so weird now. i hate your change.

bel!
haha hello hello! enjoy your trip to chiangrai! (:

clara rah rah!
wheeee rahrah you always go shopping! i wanna go with you too. haha. loves!

TIFF!
lao er! (:

and ostrich!
hey darrrl! yes wakeboarding wakeboarding! i cant wait! mmhm. aye! you go hongkong with me la! and tracy! around the first week of december! okay okay?
meanwhile study hard! o's are gonna be over soon. take care tonnes and i love you ostrich! mwah!

2005-11-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

sugar sugar how you get so fly
youre my sticky ickey sweet oowey gooey candy baby (:

towned with mom & ton yesterday! haha! mummy thinks that ton is a good and sensible boy. okay bullshit. hahh. saw timon, miles and YONGXIAN (: that pretty girl! caught harry potter. its so boring. raahh. gucci molly slept over last night :D i love my molly! ben & jerrys at midnight was yumyum! makes me hyper!

tuition in the morning was alright, i think mrs chew is so cute. haha. met elton at ps after that. he was late! ): lunched at swensens! flanker number 2 came over to pass something to elton. i think hes so funny! haha then shaun came. he looks like a nomad! those that i see in my geog textbook! haha! okay but hes cool. mmhm. caught just like heaven, yes again. sweeet sweeet! rahh.

i saw my darling clara rah rah today! and JIAHUI! i love herrrr (: and now, she owns a property. haha! im starting to miss my friends like hell again. my girlfriend > 5 months and we're still going strong! haha! my lao da, chen berrr-la.HAHA. my chef cheryl. and my lovely sweet hun tiffany! and sugar!

I LOVE MY PHANG SQUARE.

2005-11-16T17:27:00.000+08:00

all i need in this life of sin, is me and my boyfriend

so i was talking to ton in the morning, woooo. now i know everything. im kinda angry,or disappointed? i dont know. but i didnt show it la. i jus cant, you know, whenever i hear ton or melissa's voice i'll jus naturally smile > (: then ton told me 2 more stories! the boy with 2 shadows & the little girl and the chocolate. hahah.

gonna meet melissa now. hopefully bump into isabel somewhere (:

2005-11-15T14:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELTON LOHLOH :D

its my bestfriend's birthday today! and we were suppose to have lunch together la. but he wanted to gym. so we're meeting tmr! seeing lohloh makes me happy! > (: i love my bestfriend so damn much. eeeyore!

ton's party wasnt that bad afterall. the girls were nice ppl! (: met jana isabel debbie tab jean & kim chow! 10 course meal was quite a waste. the girls didnt eat much. but bel and kim had an eating competition. bel is soooo cute! kim chow is really really nice to talk to :D all the other girls were super nice and friendly! hooker/flanker bryan sat with the girls during dinner. hahaha.

caught the exorcism of emily rose after that. jana couldnt watch ): so it was jus mel and i, plus the other guys. sat inbetween lohloh & ramos!! ramos is hothot! a mexican. how cool is that. hahah the movie started, i wasnt that scared la. i think im braver than elton. he kept screaming. HAHA. i only screamed like once? mmhm. then during the movie. ton & harry went to the toilet. mel and i felt like peeing too. but we didnt dare to go into toilet alone. so we went into the guys toilet. HAHAHA it was so funny la. after the movie, everyone cabbed home. was msging harry all the way.hes the sweeetest thing. jus think rainbows & butterflies yeah (: (: (:

was on the phone with ramos last night. talked alot alot. and this is a list of what he told me:

>do not date assholes (obviously)
>it doesnt matter abt the day & date
>its abt the charisma, not looks
>dont care abt what other ppl say or think
>feel comfortable and happy

and he said " if you have any problems, jus contact me, call or msg me yeah. i'll listen to you" sweeet :D that guy knows his shit, really.

waited like an hour jus to talk to ton. and then when we talked for 7 mins, melissa called him and he told me that he'll call me back later. i was so sad. i waited so long ): and he was halfway telling me my bedtime story ): x 10000 and he lied to me ): for the first time. and he put other girls infront of me, for the first time too ): but its okay. its his birthday! at least he said sorrry (: i still love you lohloh!

SOMEONE GO HONGKONG WITH ME PLEASE.MUMMY DOESNT WANNA GO ALREADY.

AND AND, I CANT WAIT TO ORDER MY BIRKS! (:

im feeling kinda down these days la. made the wrong decisions and all. those who were once close to be are treating me in a different way now. sighh whatever.

shoutouts!

HELLO EVERYONE WHO TAGGED MY BOARD :D

nicolette: youre not nicolette. its so obvious youre not her. and i will not tell you tiff blog's password.

sugar! hey darl i miss you too ): i miss all the sugar diamonds-ing. lets meet next weeek kay? with much love.

congrui! haha yes im a netballer. since primary school. dont you know that? (: mmhm youre in vb right. do you know one of your seniors? pamela tock?

cause darling dont you know ; because i love you so.

2005-11-11T01:46:00.000+08:00

we used to listen to the radio
and sing along with every song we know
we said someday we'd find out how it feels
to sing to more than just the steering wheel

out with soph & bel today. so fun la! then then errr. tennis. coach william is sooooo cute! i love him to bits! and hes so lame. cant stand him. aiya i love coach william la i love him. hahaha!

♦'ragicity ' ♦ -/ ` - '' asthenia - ' / chine* ♦ -// ' says:
dinosaur will start to eat some toilet paper up if she continues to look down on her self!

HAHA! thats my funny konglong! and im not toilet paper!

anyway, conferenced with amy darling, bryan & amar jus now (: I LOVE MY 3 DARLINGS! i dont care man, next year we're still gonna stick together no matter what. and even though i got into a different class. but who cares? nothing is gonna tear us apart! :D cant wait for next weeek! we're gonna go to the zoooo! visit some monkeys. then to the movies in the afternoon! then then! i dont know, we'll jus have lots of fun la, i know!

KEEEITH TAN. HURRY MEET ME!

and and! my bestfriend's coming back tmr! heres a special message for him: dearest lohloh, i miss you laaa! youre not gonna be a lousy captain! youre gonna be a super duper wuper good one! you can you can! and you will! (: you promised to talk to me for a million hours when you come back! so hurrry! love,your alligator. *high fives*

I MISS MY SUPERGLUE TOO. HE MAY NOT BE ABLE TO READ THIS. BUT HECK. HARRY HARRY! MY HAIRY GORILLA! MISS TALKING TO YOU.

someone get me a n-code tennis racket please!! im dying for one! red or green one! love both of it! haha!

2005-11-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

Too many mind - Nobutada - Honour says:
nvm, worker harder maple !
Too many mind - Nobutada - Honour says:
: ))
Too many mind - Nobutada - Honour says:
yup, you can do it !

ive been feeling down these few days. and today's the worse. jus that i dont show it. i miss my best buddy who is in KL now. was so happy to hear lohloh's voice when he called me yesterday :D and dj, his msg is jus so encouraging. was talking to quanquan abt getting into projectbased. sucks. i cant believe im going to be in that shit class. what a nightmare. without amy darling somemore ): AND BRYAN & AMAR. but thank god, ive got hisyam, mutt, soph and bel, jus to make things a lil better (:

i'd love to ask why

2005-11-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

let me sail the oceans
climb the tallest mountains
& walk a thousand miles to show my love for you
let me ake you by wonders
& be your everything you need

MY BESTFRIEND'S THE LUCKIEST GUY EVER MAN. HE WON A FREAKING YAMAHA JET SKI AT ONE DEGREE FIFTEEN (SENTOSA) YESTERDAY. YELLOW SEXY BABY. DAMN. NOW HE HAS 2.

im so jealous la! okay lohloh & i were boy & girl hunting last night. HAHA :D lohloh was the one la actually. met his daddy. but auntie crystal wasnt there ): roarr had lotsa fun! lohloh's full of bullshit, thats why hes my bestfriend and i love him so! :D

2005-11-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

every heartbeat bears your name
loud and clear they stake my claim
ask anyone & they'll tell you its true
and every heartbeat belongs to you

went over to sean's place for dinner 2 days ago. it was goood. yumyum :D for the first time, i helped to clear up the dishes. such a good girl right!! and nat jus stood there and laugh at me. still dare to say that shes my idol. she should set an example first! hope she reads this. haha and dad kept saying things like "dont need to study already, next time be a maid" ha-ha-ha.

i enjoyed last night :D yumyumyum.

and today! did nothing. jus plain slacking at home. i love rolling on my bed,listening to music,msging my friends & jus do nothing at all. i dont know why, but i miss school. i miss 2a -resity. i miss mrs chng. amy,amar,bryan,hisyam,mutt,leon & neo. i miss all of them ): and stoots! plus aileen, cedric,ian,aaron.norman & kong! roarrr ): im so bored now. i wanna tennis and wakeboard right now.

i spoilt lion's fake gucci wallet. repeat, FAKE gucci wallet. haha scratched out the "gucci. made in italy" printing. haha :D after he came back from thailand, everything on him is fake. even if its not, people will still think its fake. cos he only buys fake stuff. like his FAKE ax shirt. FAKE birkenstocks.beyond fake-ness. haha and he bought my sister a FAKE tommy girl perfume!! hahaa! but sighh, his dog got stroke. poor tasha. must be your owner bully you.

i miss my brother so so much. somehow i wish i can turn him back to life. and tell him all the things that i want to say. like i love him, cos i never said it to him before. its so difficult to stop myself from crying whenever i think of him. i know its no use crying now, cos you cant bring a dead body back to life right? smile maple, ssmmiilleee > (:

i dont like it when people ask questions when they already know the answers. its like how dumb. trying to test me? and i hate the feeling when someone betrays me.i want to get back to my primary 6 thinking, trust no one.

melody teo likes someone. clues are : 133 and 236. someone help me figure out the person please. i'll buy you skittles :D

melissa ng! hello darling. m&ms! yumyum :D enjoy your trip to hk tmr kay. then msg me when you come back. we're gonna oliver twist twist twist yeah? :D yumyum love yaaa tonnes.

amar! mmhm. her trip's to thailand. on the 22nd.haha bryan's not MY bryan please. dont anyhow rubbishrubbish here can.

jinshun! haha un-link another time la. lazy. and please! im not an ass!

shariff! heyhey! :D thanks. yeah see you sometime!

heartbreaker! AIYO. tell mifeng im not even interested in him la!! haha so disgusting lor. yes daily scoops next weeek!

bryan!! you rock la please! yes my gum my gum! you enjoy yourself you poo poo.

sean! haha hello!

tocky! oei i never bully you okay. is you bully me! haha! you bought for my sister fake tommy girl perfume right. ITS DAMN FAKE LA. haha

tracy!! hahah you kuku la. how can you call your royal highness monkey?! HAHA :D hurry upload the photos!!

nene: huh who are you?

kat! hello girl!

qingyuan! haha i miss school.

CHAR! hey! :D yeayea smile okay. haha on the 17th ive got training in the morning. so we can go out in the afternoon?love!

weeee! hey weewee! hahaa yes of cos wakeboarding's coool! yumyumyum.

sugar! your honey misses you! (:

amy!! cant wait for monday! yay! yes i miss william. i always do. haha love ya!

gabe! haha okay my fault my fault not yours. haha.

gabriel! hahaha okay! mr perfect? HAHA JOKE LA. :D

im gonna stick with you forever

2005-11-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

if youre ready for me boy
you better push the button and let me know
before i get the wrong idea and go
you gonna miss the freak that i control

yesterday:
WAKEBOARDING WAS DAMN FUN! :D met tracy the kuku(haha) at 1030 at clementi. talked quite alot on the train to sengkang. waited for shawn cos he went to the toilet. so freaking long can? guess he laid eggs inside. hhah then waited for lion to come. super long also. ughh cant stand boys. always make girls wait. think what, king ar. hahhah (: then took a cab to punggol marina country club. went to launch wakeboard school to look for uncle bobby. then he drove the boat out.

tracy was super funny. kept scaring herself by saying that maybe there are alligators in the sea. haha and lion was damn idiotic la. he thinks that im a 3 year old kid. "got shark inside. hammerhead shark. got killer whale also. and rockets will be flying over you" HAHAHA.

we were arguing over who should be the one to wakeboard first. 3 vs 1. so lion went first. the way he fall into the sea damn funny. tracy & i had fun laughing :D then shawn went next. we made a bet. if he lose to me,he'll have to treat us to ben & jerrys! hahah. then tracy went. shes damn good at it. next was my turn! arrrrh! super duper wuper fun please. drank 100000 gallons of salt water. and my arms are arching now! hahah took lots of photos on the boat. lion is so thick skin. keep talking photos of himself. forever acting cute. hahah (: uncle ma bao bi is so funny laaa. he said "the church beside fairfield is ANCHOR-gate right?" hahahaa! its ALDERSGATE! not anchor gate!

went back. went to bathe. the freaking shower cubicle has no lock. so unsafe can. hahah then went to have dinner. while waiting for my dad to sail back to punggol. went to the chinese restaurant. no one served us. what the hell? we're not transparent please. then a waitress came. and lion went "woah FINALLY" hahah! okay so we went to another restaurant. ordered our food. then dad came to pay. after dinner, went to the pontoon to wait for dad. saw uncle pangliang's family, uncle kc, jiarong & xing. didnt talk much to them. dad calls xing 64kg of shit. HHAHA. how true.

home home home. jiarong called. talked alot of bullshit. told me all abt his trip to malaysia. and kept scolding uncle pangliang. haha yaya papaya man. lee jiarong: youre 58kg of crap!

today:
im so freaking pissed with you. ughh fcuk. stop saying that youre not good enough. and stop saying that its a fact. cos its not. and im sorry okaaaay.

tomorrow:
gonna catch oliver twist with my bOnana & melissa! m&ms! boooweeee yumyumyum :D

bryan tan jiehao's going to japan tonight. rooarrrr. no one to bully anymore. no one to tell all my troubles to. no one to hear all my complaints abt tan tze yeow. no one to tolerate my nonsense. and no one to call monkey.

im starting to miss coach william. and his little mermaid theme ringtone. hahah.

you make me feel on top of the world
cupcakes cupcakes cupcakes.

jialing! hahah really? who you like from church? from which cell? haha tell me!

gabe! hahaha i asked leticia to call. but she say you never answer. so not her fault. your fault. haha!

tocky! hey bullshit. hahaha!

TRACY! my kuku! i had fun! lets go wakeboarding again! soon okay! i love you!

HEARTBREKER! hahahaa oh my tian! i dont even know mifeng please! he is yours okay! haha i dont want ar! i mean, the honey at cameron highlands very sweet la. not your mifeng, the honey very sweet. haha daily scoops next week?

he: who are you! hotang?

AMY! darling! you take care too! tennis tennis tennis on monday! love you!

MY FAVOURITE, OINK! hahaha roarrrr! yeah lets go out before amy leaves for mission trip kay? (:

2005-10-30T23:14:00.000+08:00

people say that love's a game
a game you just cant win
if theres a way i'll find it some day
and then this fool with rush in

cameron highlands was pretty fun.strawberries everywhere! really sweet ones! the kids were cute. and they had secret recipe there! so nat and i had our chocolate banana cake on the first night. dad drove all the way up to the peak on the second day. 6,666 feet. the road was super narrow. exciting :D oh and the flowers there are super super pretty. roses, gerbaras, bla bla. and dancing lady! okay i enjoyed myself. mummy was like the 'joke of the trip'.kept laughing at her. hahaha. nat and i had ALOT of fun! bought pop pops. threw it into mummy's room. and went to hide. pressed her doorbell, and run away. haha i love her! seahorse!

school tmr. heng choon pooh's lesson! then tennis with my amy darling! cant wait for wakeboarding on tuesday! roarrr. i cant believe jiarong made it into IB.

amar! aiya dont care mr tan la. stupid! haha happy holidays too!

lion tock! oh so poor thing leh your dog.got stroke. is it a lesbian? HAHA (: yes okay hurry treat me lunch! and movie okay!! buy the whole roxy shop for me! haha!

heartbreaker! you then horrible ar! haha! lazy pig! say hi back to mifeng too! haha! weng weng weng! oh i saw alot of him (mi fengs) at cameron highlands. haha the honey very sweet.

soph! keppel is not my club.not amy's either. haha its our coach's club.

AMY! darling! yay thanks thanks! pay you tmr (: hah.seeyou!

sha! happy birthday! yeah okay.

anon! who are you! tell me first! cannot anyhow give passwords

QIANGDE! i am not naughty! my teacher sucks la!!hahaha kill him please. go out next week kay?

MELISSA! darling! i miss you too! haha

gavin! hello! gavin! hello hello!

gabe! ya lor that leticia is so so mean! haha! maple story not fun right

GUCCI! I MISS YOU! STUDY HARD. I SUPPORT YOU. HAHA (:

CHERYL! i miss you! stoots stoots!

CHAR! hey you okay anot? dont sad already la. smile okay. haha okay during the hols then! it jus started. pick a day!

2005-10-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

meet-the-parents day yesterday. tan sze yeow said "shes very active. -pause. but in the wrong way." and he said alotalotALOT more! all bad comments, damn irritating la. but mr heng was super nice! he helped me like go against mr tan. hah. heng choon pooh's the best! and mrs chng! i love her! then went to marina square to watch zorro. okay, then something really embarrassing happened. dont wanna say of cos (: went wala wala at night. heartbreaker leticia was so mean. we were suppose to meet before that, but she didnt want to leave her mi feng! seee! heartbreaker! haha. then met the 2 shawns at bk for dinner. gucci was there! with sherlyn & berenice! went damn crazy with gucci! we were laughing at MICHEAL like mad kukus la. then met everyone else at wala wala after dinner.

TRACY WAN LILIN is the kuku-est kuku ever! haha i love her! shes damn nice! and shes super pretty! arh! we wore the same shoes! haha (: anyway had a super duper wuper nice time chatting with her. secrets secrets (: arh! i love her la okay. went high. told really stupid jokes. and jus went..crazy la. laugh laugh laugh. cant wait for wakeboarding on tuesday!

thanksgiving service today. was super boring la. dance was like..uhh. hahhaa. but good try la. i admire benedict alot. he was the only guy? wooooo. prize giving was exciting! 2A INTERCLASS SOCCER CHAMPS! YAYY! :D and amar got some award too. damn cool can. then errr, after that had some survey thingy. damn long la! it was to test on the way we learn. so my way of learning is to study with bright lights, music, food! haha. went to city link mall with my woman, melissa ng after that. aiya so crazy la. then met keith and terry. roarrrr. then. uhh. i dont know la. aiya dont feel like blogging again. went to lion's house jus now. retarded. oh yes, met sam today (:

LION TOCK. IF YOU DONT BELIEVE, THEN DONT BELIEVE LA. WHAT CAN I DO. I REALLY DIDNT TELL ANYONE ABOUT YOUR SECRET OKAY ):

3 more hours and i'll be going to malaysia. shit place. ugh.

nigel! aiya go study la xiao didi. haha.

jialing! haha you love junwei! i know i know dont need explain. haha see ya in church then lady!

QIANGDE! arh! i love you!

HEARTBREAKER! oei leticia! haha! you break my heart la. not i break yours okay!

soph! yeah keppel club! haha! me & amy (: errm the number's with my mum. i'll message you tmr. hah. oh ive got a math tutor for us too. tell you more tmr.

gabe! haha to wala wala! why you never go! oh leticia tried calling you, but no one answered. aiyoooo. so old already still play maple story! haha im so popular.

TRACY WAN! I LOVE YOU! (:

anon: erm thanks.yeah i know i must appreaciate. may i know who you are? (:

2005-10-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

when you dance i lose control
cause you lead me on
to the point of no return
my secret love

MONDAY!
amy & i ponned school. yesyes, again. hahah tennis at keppel with amy was damn fun. coach william is so gay please! alright, he IS a gay. hahaha coach had to recap everything again.cos i forgot. i even forgotten how to hold my racket properly. haha then then, errr grounstrokes, volley.. blabla.my backhand sucks like dont know what la. so many balls flew out of court. and amy accidently whacked the ball to coach william's face. haha waited for dad to come. went to pick mummy up from town. then sent amy home. okay, tennis was so so fun. sweetspot! (:

TODAY!
was damn pissed in the morning. or rather, afternoon.12plus. okay maple tan was sleeping soundly, then suddenly her maid slammed open the door and woke her up. "eh wake up. your teacher call. wake up wake up!" i was like damn shocked la. panicked like hell. i kept screaming "oh shit oh shit what reason should i say!" cos i ponned school. hahaha then okay talked to mr tan. woah bloody hell hes damn disgusting. he asked amy and i to rush down to school. got damn pissed la.cos school was already going to end? OKAY, GO AND DIE.

ughh. so met amy at the bus stop. was complaining to june abt mr tan. even she agrees that mr tan is damn EXTRA. aiya so went into class, gave the damn form. and went to holland village with amy. nydc-ed (: and then walked around, went to cut our hair. and blabla, as usual, i had fun (: I LOVE AMY!

went home. changed. then went out. to holland village again. met mummy & dad at wala wala. going there tmr again (:

conference jus now was so funny! arrrh! theon's coming to fairfield for interview tmr. i hope he'll get into barker instead. haha. aiya im so bored la. i dont have the mood to blog.

2a resity. spot me :D

thats my italian mummy the gans? HAHA (: wheres my dad? (:
bullshit. (:

2005-10-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

CONFERENCING WITH YONGS RUTH THEON GLENN & AJ! (:
the billabong gang is on. HAHA.

glenn: wheres ruth?
theon: on top of me.
us: HUH?!
theon: roof la.
us: -thinking dirty.

HAHAHA.

out with melly today! shes such a darling (:

2005-10-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

you look at me and i begin to melt
just like the snow when the ray of sun is felt
and im crazy bout you baby can't you see

>talked to char in the morning, abt alot alot ALOT of stuff. oh man i miss that girl. and we're going out on tuesday! :D

>met mummy after her work. lunch at terra was good. laughed alot, mummy was nuts as usual. hahaha. and then we walked around. blabla. great time spent with her (:

>dad picked us up. drove around beachroad cos he wanted to have dinner there. everywhere was like packed with people so we went home.and and, on the way home, dad agreed to go to church with me tmr! :D

>melody called me today. her team's short of players. the reds. hahah that woman's so crazy la. i told her im super lousy and she went like "aiya please la can catch ball can already. if you dont come, sophie will have to join my team" but, she wants me to play centre! i cant play centre la crazy. sorry melody, dont kill me, and see you tmr!

christabel yeo & soph! yes darlings lets get the best tutor! go combi3 and excel! haha hurry lets go daily scoop! love you both! (:

MELISSA! aye! yesyes! cant wait for tmr! 1230 dont be late!

KEITH TAAAAN! hello kuku im sorry but i dont have your eyelashes. haha go find them in bus77! or is it 106? who cares. go find! haha!

atiqah! oh okay. haha the code for my blog? i did it myself dear.

amar! aye pumba! yes you told me already. well dont worry kay :D not convenient to say some stuff here. talk to me online.

CHAR!! hey woman! tuesday tuesday! :D hurry go decide on the place la! haha! love!

CHERYL! hey laosi! yes my timings are wrong. aiya nevermind one la. haha MWAH (:

TIFFANY! lao errrr! (: yes thanks so much. kong damn insulting la. when i told him that i failed alot of subs, he gave some stupid reaction. dont care him. anyway, whats your password to your blog? never tell me! haha! mwaaah (:

KHOR SIHUI! oei youre damn mad can! tag three times! haha no lor your name not sexy! my name is the sexiest! maple tan susu leh! haha! what la ppl lazy to go school what. so pon lor! simple as that.haha ya la!! why you never pon also! then can go out with me! oh liars dont go to heaven know. you where got guai huh? haha! yes go out during the hols! with cuifen and yibei too!! haha! LOVE YOU!

2005-10-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

kiss me out of the bearded barley
nightly, beside the green, green grass
swing, swing, swing the spinning step
you wear those shoes and i will wear that dress

im having weird dreams. like 2 days ago i dreamt of receiving a purple sec one booklist for next year?! booklists are never purple, and why sec one?! yesterday i had the my weirdest dream ever. i dream of you. okay dont ask who. RAHH. and i woke up around 2plus,with tears in my eyes. looked around the room, and i thought i saw you. next to my table. so creepy la. didnt felt right in the morning, so skipped school today.

nat borrowed how to lose a guy in 10 days. so watched it. its so sad yet happy (: then amar called to tell me abt my level/class position. it sucks real bad. mutt's like a position behind me. so most probably we'll be in the same class together with nick. but please PLEASE, i dont wanna get into combi4 no matter what > ): i dont wanna do f&n, dnt or art, which i have totally no interest in. my overall results are way beyond horrible. the only A i scored was art. i seriously have no idea which combi i should go for. i mean i wanna get into combine science, combi3. but the thing is, im not even sure if i can make it.i wont wanna take Amath for sure. i will die. and how i wish miss lau will come back to fairfield. or mr G to be my math teacher next year. i dont want to take something which i dont like, i dont wanna take a subject and drop it halfway. i need help. roarrr.

enough about studies. NETBALL (: got the holiday schedule already. oh man its like we've got trainings on mondays,tuesdays,wednesdays and thursdays. so many days la! plus camp. oh nooo.anyway pauline messaged me last night for some netball event this sunday with sss,ijtp and plmgs. umpire?! i cant umpire for nuts! melody teo, if youre reading this, PLEASE HELP. hhhah.

weee! aye! you know what, i dont like zestin too! HAHA (: he likes may last time right. damn funny la. haha mr tan also say i very childish. but who cares?! i hope he gets fired la! or i'll fire him! haha! hes so insulting.

qingshun! yes la yes la i know la. hahahah.

TRACY! i need a tutor! for math and science! me and my other 2 friends. for next year. can you tutor us? haha of cos we'll pay you. oh err err, wakeboarding. 1st i cannot.3rd? im free (:

atiqah! haha yes i know that sexy woman! woohoo!

soph! hey i very scared also ): ugh. nevermind we'll go find a super good tutor. haha.

2005-10-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

said id do the right thing
but the wrong was done
its over, exuse my grammer
but the fat lady sung

okay first i thought that amy will not be in school today cos handy said that she didnt come. so okay, i had bryan as company. and he gave me SKITTLES! :D then during geog, amy suddenly appeared. hhah. okay misstoh talked to me about my geog paper. shes so nice she didnt even scold! joked with me instead, i love her please.and lucky im not last in class! hah!

then had math. aiya mr heng is like damn gay la, the way he talk, my goodness, beyond gayness can.he thinks his jokes are funny, but its totally not la. okay who cares, i still love him so (: haha he was telling 2a about remedial classes during the hols. for FOUR freaking hours. arh! and someone went like "siao ar" HAHA mr heng got damn pissed he scolded us like shit. then mr heng scolded jem cos he was..nevermind. dont wanna embarrass jem here (: roarrr.

ENGLISH! fun-est of the fun-est! caught parent trap in the reading room. miss reena is so nice! boys were fighting over the pillows, and we chased the sec ones out. haha! amy and i are the only 2 kukus in class who are crazy over parent trap! oh man that show rocks can.

screw science la. dumb mr tan. i asked if i failed science. and he was like "OF COURSE you failed" hello?! im his student okay how can he answer me like that. i mean, we learnt about RESPECT during lifeskills, respecting about one another's feelings and stuff. cant he be like more encouraging or something? im trying okay, im already trying my best. (michelle, pleaseplease i hope you read this) i felt damn blooody irritated la. he went on and on bragging to the class about his results. he scored full marks for math paper2 in secondary 2. OH WOW. amy and i got really fed up we wanted to go to toilet together to have some PEACE, but mr tan only allowed one at a time. okay, go and die. i seriously feel like emailing mrs chng now to tell her how i feel man. okay so anyway, mr tan was picking on me all the way la. it was so obvious. even amar said "maple maybe you resemble mr tan's daughter la. clara tan" WHAT AN INSULT PLEASE. LUCKY IM NOT HIS DAUGHTER MAN. I'LL RUN AWAY FROM HOME.

okay enough about mr tan. lifeskills was full of shit. okay it wasnt even lifeskills. it was science science and science all the way. how i wish mr tan can jus get fired and let mrs chng take over us FULLY again. so anyway, after school vicki called to ask if i was going to help out in candice's RG and MG p6 farewell party at krystle's place. i promised pauline already, but wasnt feeling too good la. like i failed 3 subs, i shouldnt be going out too much now. but but, aiya dont know :/ went to find wenjun to get my phone back. then okaayy roarrr... dont wanna blog anymore.

oh i did some grooming for keith tan's eyelashes today. HAHA (: not delibrately. sorry keith. i was jus playing with his eyelashes cos its like so nice, then i heard a sound. haha i pulled some out (:

i think weeee is so crazy. she thinks that my hair is damn nice. WEE: I LOOK LIKE A BIRD. HAHA (:

dearest char : hey cheer up kay. dont cry anymore. everything's gonna be alright.anyway ive replied your letter :D hurry meet me and come get it! haha. more friendlies please!!

take me for a spin.

AUBREY! yes qiangde i have you and day! of cos i'll stay strong honey! :D

DWIGHT!oh alright good luck then.

MELODY! sunday? another netball event? i think im most probably free for umpiring. you going?

TRACY! haha okay! go book for wakeboarding! any day starting from 28th! (:

ATIQAH! hhaha sorry darling i made you flag a cab for me. haha thanks so much!

WEE! read on top! haha my hair is so so not nice. oei woman. link me okay (: haha.

2005-10-19T20:20:00.000+08:00

cause i know you'll there, you'll be right there.

how? ]] damn sunburnt... says:
it's just a fall
how? ]] damn sunburnt... says:
i'll help you up
how? ]] damn sunburnt... says:
but if you need to vent your frustrations or need someone to talk to or even if you need someone to be just there.. call me or sms me if you don't mind

roarrr.

i feel so shit now. whatever man ):

2005-10-18T18:48:00.000+08:00

hello. im feeling sad again.

1) RESULTS. math was crap. half of the whole express stream failed. 6 passes from 2a only. what the hell? geog was crap. disappointed ): i really did studied okay okay. ask natalie tan suzhen. i did. i really did ): im happy with chinese. from a F9 to C5. and i scored 30/40 for oral! art was...aiya so low so low.

2) im irritated by those guys who sat behind me in the auditorium.mdm lim shouted at me because of them. i seriously didnt do anything okay ): i hate getting scolded for nothing.

3) i feel cheated. i feel cheated. i feel cheated! ):

4) waiting for BOYS can piss me off real bad.

5) YOURE SO UNREASONABLE. YOU DIDNT EVEN WANT TO HEAR ME OUT. AND YOU JUS SHOUTED AT ME. ENOUGH LA. UGH.

6) i feel like a loser. reeally ):

nick was so nice. cant believe he could tolerate all my nonsense today. all my cries, all my screams, all my "nick..i cant take it.." roarrr. i think if amar was the one sitting beside me, he'll jus slap me or something. kiefer was nice to have lunch with me. making me laugh nonstop.i miss melissa tan ):

tocky: no one bully me la ):

dwight: youre crazy.

DAY!! darling im so sad okay ): lets go out next weeek! hurry hurry!

ELTON! hello bestfriend! youre my rockstar! haha! ton! i showed my mummy the picture of you wearing the gay roxy hat! she laughed! haha love you too bestfriend! (:

2005-10-17T12:20:00.000+08:00

ohhh, your love makes my heart sing

suppose to go to sentosa with stoots, ian,tjy and the rest but told melly that i didnt felt like going. so im gonna meet ton at 2 later.im feeling so so down. im gonna cry soon > ):

i cant wait to go out with nincompoop and sha on the 30th. i'll go crazy.

2005-10-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

heh.

helloo maplee tan : D
i'll make an artificial ribenafall for you alright?
hahahah you can swim in it, bathe in it : D hahaha

i know maple's feeling much better now (:

<3

2005-10-16T14:34:00.000+08:00

maple tan's too lazy to blog. roar. anyway, went out with amy on friday. towning and peter pan-ed at esplanade. it was good. yes darling? (: my other half was at town too. couldnt meet her though. and today we were suppose to go out with sugar. but im not feeling too good ): roarrr. im so in love with peter pan. he can dance so well! arh! i like i like! hahah oh great nat jus came into the room and said "aye your hair's quite funky now huh" yay! i dont look like a bird anymore. hahah bestfriend ton called jus now, totally made me smile :D here are his plans:

now: buy me a 1000 000 sq ft igloo!
by 30 : change all overhead bridges to underground passes!
by 50 : change all trains to buses!
by 60 : buy me a ribena factory!

HAHA YAY! I LOVE TON! HES THE NICEST BESTFRIEND EVER! (:

melody teo was so nice to call me yesterday. to ask me to join her team for the netball event today. i wanna go so badly! roar ): to dearest mel: see you in church next sunday! and im getting better! love!

2005-10-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

what am i supposed to write again? i need help.

oh right...

hello... Wishing all an enjoyable after-exam feeling. Ok... Well, here's today:

Had EL oral. I heard that I sucked 'cos the teacher kept asking a lot of qns. Then after oral, called shariff to meet me @ city hall. then we walked to marina square. talk about certain stuffs la. then waited at the basement. ~~stupid~~ shariff go see my letter. then i forgive him. ok...

then he almost left his phone downstairs when we went up. stupid him. then waited for keith, dwight, terry and gavin. SKELETON KEY!haha. oklar...

then walked around. went airport.

dun tell anyone i did this can?

2005-10-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

DEAREST SHA : you pang-seh-er! haha you totally broke my heart at the bus stop can! you make use of joy and joavan to trick me! hah but darling i still love you! stop calling me teh susu! haha.

CLARA! hes in my cell group know darling! aye how are you anyway? hows preparation for o's going abt? you take care okay claraaa! LOVE YA (:

KEITH TAN WEIJIAN! hello you! dont hehehehe me! haha pervert!!

DWIGHT: dwight i dont get you. what are you talking about? hahaha. take care okay.

SHARIFF! youre a lil mad you know :D hahah why are you happy, i still dont get it can.

GAVIN! haha hello gavin! youre damn mean to me! but its alright, i forgive and forget. i show mercy! HAHA! oh and stop bullying me can! i am NOT childish at all!

AYL : stop it. i box you ar. haha! snatch la snatch la! I DONT CARE! nanny nanny poo pooo! (:

MELISSA TAN ENXIN IS THE SWEETEST DARLING EVER (:

2005-10-10T18:32:00.000+08:00

sunny on a high 75, since you took my heavy heart away

last night was horrible ): anyway i feel so bad now. i made shariff sick and angry. he was so nice to call me to teach me math, but i made him irritated. hahah. and gavin was on the conference too. sorry shariff, i shouldnt have made you worry ):

TODAY! okay usual morning madness. with sihui cuifen and yibei! (: i love those darlings can? haha.math paper sucked la. my mind went totally blank > ): really really 80% couldnt think. left out ALOT of questions. uhh. during the break, was talking to pryke abt it. my eyes were filled with tears. chinese paper wasnt that bad afterall! compre was like damn easy! haha. but i cant stand that stupid mr loh, shout shout shout. ENOUGH LA.

was waiting for my bus with joavan and joy. both of them had so much fun bullying me. especially that joavan la! he keep whacking me! (actually no, the other way round) HHAHA. sha walked pass, and i hopped onto her back :D she was screaming like hell.saw sihui and gave her a hug. yibei was like "aye..not fair..you hug her never hug me, i also want. -frowns" haha!

in the bus! farwan and viccintta was telling me ghost stories! so cool can? haha. hes working as a FIRE FIGHTER! oh man i also want!! hahaha!

YOU YOU YOU, YOURE DAMN GOOD AT IT (:

2005-10-09T14:31:00.000+08:00

IM RECRUITED! :D

yay! harry recruited me into the rugby team yesterday! HAHA. im a flanker! JERSEY 7! ( 24's still the best though) hahha anyway yeah im a prop too! a big fat prop! told harry that i want jersey 24, and he went like "1-15 are first teammers. the rest are not. so unglam" HAHA IM SO GRATEFUL FOR MY HARRY HAIRY GORILLA TO GIVE ME A CHANCE TO BE HIS TEAMMATE. AND I WANNA THANK CAPTAIN TON. HAHAHA.

shariff called last night! talked abit. about gays and lesbians! haha damn funny i tell you.

ANYWAY

service was like super good today! but bel cheated on me la ): she didnt turn up in the end. rahhh. met vicki and then as usual, we went crazy again! haha! scolding each other FAGGOT? haha! saw howenlong! while buying sweeets! i was like "vicki vicki! that guy! hes so cool! wenlong you know!" then she started saying that im crazy, like whatever laaa. haha. and then when we went down to our sits, i saw wenlong again! AND BIG BRENDAN BROUGHT HIM TO OUR CELL GROUP! hahahah! okay forget abt this. so some pastor from sweden talked about the foundation of a happy & loving christian marriage. its interesting, really. hahh so after service went up to attributes with vicki small brendon and jonathan! went to get jialing's birthday present. its super funny! chris's budget was only $9? but we spent like 21? haha! small brendon's so funny! went up to the rooftop and yak yak yak. vicki and i cant stop teasing jon! so easy to bully him! haha!

booo ): tuition later.

2005-10-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

my goodness. MY DEAREST DAY IS TRANSFERING NEXT YEAR! :D now i doubt that stupid theon is transfering la. anyway! qiangde is super sweeet please!

i might be ur defender in next yr game
or i might be the one watching u shine on court
but wdv it is.
I'M WITH YOU :D

'BREYYY
- loves QIANG DE ! :D

hey love! yeah i also always tell myself that i must be strong and confident on court. but deep down im really scared and all. but we are the QIANG ONES so both of us must work hard kay? (: youre a pro pro keeper/defender darling! if you play and i dont, i'll watch you shine! if i play and you dont, i'll still love you! and if both of us dont get to play, we'll jus stare at each other and smile okay? > (: hahhah i love my qiang de!

dearest day! hurry hurry come to fairfield :D and we must go out real soon kay! i wanna know who is HE! haha from your school or what? tell me moreeeee! hahh love ya dayannaaaaaa!

ive got to tell you how i feel.
ive got to let you know that its real

2005-10-08T18:24:00.000+08:00

cause all i want in this lifetime is you
and all i want in this whole world is you

roarrr. i really really dont feel good now X 1000 0000. > ): terry called jus now. guess he understands how im feeling right now. and yeah i guess hes right. so fine baby, fine.

oh fcuk

terry tangtangtang > thanks for calling man.

shariff> YOU. triple science boy, thanks for making me laugh. hah. and yes my tagboard time is wrong. dont crumpler bag me ):

MELISSA > hey mummy! (: errrr, i dont know. is your mummy free? like can she take leave?

2005-10-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

its chap sticks, and chapped lips and things like chemistry

okay so lion came over last night to help me with math. i was dying. but at least i had animal biscuits and bird nest to keep me awake. while he had only watermelon juice. HAHA.had my two major eoys today - math & science. chinese compo and EL paper 2 yesterday. EL paper 1 and geog on wednesday.

geog- it was crap. horrible horrible. totally. i answered the whole of section B on the wrong paper. what the hell. and then i thought i completed all 3 essay questions (20marks each). but i realised that i only completed 1?! and i was only left with 35mins. UGH. -frowns

chinese compo- though i had my super thick dictionary with me, it still didnt help me much. cos i jus couldnt translate the words into chinese, and then i was left with no choice but to write some of the words in ENGLISH.

math- couldnt complete the whole paper. didnt attempt like 2 questions. cos i jus couldnt think la. roar ):

so before the science paper, pryke and i were seriously concentrating on those notes. and then we went into the exam hall telling each other, "WE CAN DO IT. WE WILL PASS. WE WILL!" yes darling? (: the paper wasnt that difficult actually. section C was like easier than B. received the streaming form today. sigh. i really have no idea which stream to go. jus not project base that is. i mean i DO know what stream i want to get in, but its like quite ~~impossible~~ now, looking at the criteria. mmhm. but theres still a chance, cos chinese and math papers are still not over yet. go maple go (:

went to town after that.met ton, and then he left. i find shariff and terry super funny la! HAHHA. shariff and his gay-ness!

I MET DAYANNA AND AUBREY TODAY! ((: i miss them so so so much! and to aubrey, we'll work hard to get into the team yes? QIANG (: hahahah saw tooth and fengyuan too.

viccintta saw me. and she messaged me "eh the crumpler bag one not bad leh" i was laughing like hell. hhahaha. and then then then, i went home. oh ya, nat called! and she bought me the hillsongs united cd! yay! i love you jie! (: mr chris added me on friendster! that funny and horny teacher! hahah!

gucci! thanks for encouraging me! i love you lots!

tocky! yay thanks!

girlfriend! HAPPY TWO MONTHS DARLING!

cheryl-laosi! you too okay! miss talking to you and all that!

hisyamuddin! aye you! hello hello! hahah. anyway your blog looks so cool now.

shariff! hey! hahah GAY! okayokay thanks. see you! (:

gabriel! huh i dont get it. you dont like donna already? hahah oh thanks ar! for helping me!

AUBREY! hey love! yeah i love it too! haha but very hot la. hope to see you soon yeah? aye, jiayou okay. both of us can make it into the team, right? WE ARE QIANG. hahaha (:

ugh. forget it man.

2005-10-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

my sweetest girl-friend : whats happening? you jus broke your promise to me. like AGAIN. i dont quite believe what she actually said, but now its like all so true. i dont see a point in this, always telling you that its wrong. so so wrong. you make a promise and then, what? you break it. again and again you disappoint me.do you know how much i worry for you. exams are here, and youre not studying. i dont know if its all lies or what, you dont even give a damn. i thought that you'll change overtime, but now you back to square one again.i care for you,really.

ANYWAY.

sihui and i went crazy again in the morning. laughing at some guy or rather, GAY, called zhengbo or what la. hahahah and mabel tan! shes super blur. okay so i surprised pryke with a red nike water bottle (: chinese lessons were like --. no comments la really. i dont give a damn abt what he say. insulting abt the usuals. and i cant believe he actually said "so what. bible big ar" i dont know la. i felt quite @!$%^&*. and then during recess, i told amar everything. he didnt seem infected. so i thought, why should i be infected then? leon bought a can of grass jelly drink, neo was like spitting all the jelly onto everyone's shirt. super fun! hahaha! art art art, it sucked today. i dont know why la. jus didnt have the mood to paint. so now it looks like crap.

mutt is so so funny. okaaaay. so little time and ive got mountains to study. elton loh is so sweet.

KEITH TAN: STOP SCARING ME. AND PLEASE, YOU CANNOT DROP TO NORMAL TECH IM TELLING YOU. AND YOU WIL NOT OKAY!

2005-10-02T15:58:00.000+08:00

outlast this catastrophy, dance with me

yesterday: met lion at twelve at orchard. walked to shawhouse mango to get leticia her children's day present from mummy and my pants. then to pacficplaza to buy a present, we took so long choosing can? all lion's fault la! hahah and he has BAD TASTE! we were like debating non stop. then walked to borders. and then had lunch. we were walking to to taka when mummy suddenly called, and then we remembered, we need to get pomelo! hahaha! so we walked all the way back. went to nike to get my stuff first, then to shawhouse again. we were comparing the height and length of the pomelos! hahah! lion is so blind lar!

me: aye. you wear specs for what. how many degrees?
lion: oh cos i see too many girls.

HAHAHA. then he told me that if any pretty girl comes up to him and ask for donation,he'll put five dollars inside. but unfortunately, all the old man went up to him! hahaha! okay so we walked to taka. bla bla bla and cabbed home! (:

called neo and gucci cos mummy wanted them over for our childrens day tea gathering. neo had tuition. roarrr. so the guys came, i was SPCA-ing grandpa-ape all the time. hhaha! until he came into the room and disturb me! DONNA AR DONNA. hahhahaha! (im saying that cos you didnt get my mars and crunchie!!) okay then junxiong came, he got me lots of sweets! :D haha took photos with tracy. gucci came over to study with me! but we spent most of the time talking and bullying junxiong actually. haha our personal maid!! and then b1 finally came! (: told us abt her beeeeee. haha! okay so it was like 11 plus, and then they went home. so i went to study, till like two.oh gucci wrote me a really sweet note, made me smile (:

today: i feel so ughh again. like you dont care.

i love NATALIE TAN SUZHEN. she pops into the room ever now and then to check on my revision (: and messes up my hair. su-zhenG. hahaha!

TRACY! dont work at that seafood restaurant la! work at esplanade as an usher! its damn cool! hahaha dont you find them cool?

MELISSA! yes bold and caps! hhaha good luck for your paper tmr lao da! ask your mummy! i cant wait la!

annelise! yeah we'll meet up soon okay! love!

melody teo! today? hahah sorry i was too tired.

tocky! what if he doesnt like it! haha you owe me a big present!!

kat! good luck to you too! (:

dwight! yeah all the best!

gabriel! bring DONNA to her favourite place in singapore la! hahaha grandpa ape lousy la!

2005-09-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

you got me like a loaded gun
if only i could give up
would i want to let you
off this soapbox, baby?

stomp was really good. nat and i enjoyed (:

MELISSA! I CANT WAIT!

tocky & kientat! i think mr siew is cooool! haha mdm toh sucks can? so what laaaaa.. so proud! haha!

SUGAR! yeah im okay already! thanks darling! love!

bryan tan jiehao!! :D yes you must not break the promise okay. i'll kill you. haha show me your ezlink card someday!

jeanette! hello darling! thanks a million! you too! study hard okay! take care!

atiqah! hey! :D im feeling fine already. thanks anyway! love ya too!

amar!! you rock (: HAHA ROCKSTAR!

TRACY! yeah its super super nice! really! haha and the ushers are so cool lar! are you coming over tmr?

dwight! yesyes okay dwight. yeah stomp was good.

2005-09-29T11:46:00.000+08:00

YAYY :D in school now!

amar's the sweetest friend ever, he gave me a red pencil and marker, and a pink pen & eraser! and a super sweet note! wheeee (: mutt made something for me, and austin gave me skittles! RED! (: thanks for cheering me up everybody!

i met keith at moonville 24 dreamstreet last night. he made me nice moonpuffs. keith brought me around with his magical tortoise! HAHA. my prince charming got kidnapped on cloud 9 by gingerbread man. i chased. and keith put him in the oven. we went to sleep and forgot all about the poor man in the oven. and this morning, keith chopped his head off cos he hates niggers. HAHA (:

gonna watch stomp at esplanade tonight! i cant wait! im gonna put a password on my blog soon.

2005-09-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

AMAR YOUR EMAIL TOTALLY MADE ME SMILE :D

amar mutt hisyam bryan neo and mund are the sweetest friends ever. mervyn austin keifer and jarold! thanks for calling! :D today was a really really stupid day. lots of things happened. before school, and after school too. ugh was super down. and then during free period, pryke and i heard everything.i seriously couldnt take it anymore, started crying and crying to austin neo hisyam and mutt. bryan tan promised me something, and i will be damn disappointed if he ever breaks it. poor mund had to listen to all my grumbles during science. after school, kiefer talked to me, to check if i was okay. i WAS okay. then while leaving the school with cheryl, started breaking down again. mutt saw and he comforted me like shit. hes so caring i tell you. merv's super sweet, he actually called to ask if i was okay. jarold's super nice. keith tan, i really wanted to meet you today ):

2005-09-28T16:06:00.000+08:00

WHAT A FUCKED UP DAY. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE ):

2005-09-27T20:11:00.000+08:00

baby youre my sugar rush
i get weak and talk too much
youre the sweetest thing i ever tasted

math, i failed the pt test ): hengchoonpooh is so boring.

chapel, mrs yeo cant sing for nuts.

IS, caught the last part of hitch. sweeeeeet. "how was she? pretty good aye?" HAHAHA. only 2a will understand (:

english, boring, oral test was okay.

free period, guys played ali bomb! nicolas sucks at kicking the bottle. haha!

chinese, what else? BORING. mdmtoh's so mean, really.

end of school! (: cedric ian jiayi norman aaron kong and stoots were at the courtyard as usual. fruit/food? SQUIBBLE! :D norman's so funny la.june's message totally cheered me up! (:

NATLIE TAN SUZHEN, PLEASE DO NOT TELL ANYONE THAT IM YOUR SISTER. YOURE SO RETARDED. HAHA. STOMP ON THURSDAY! (:

dwight! hahaha errr, okaaay. elton pontang-ed school today? anyway dwight youre so blur. haha.

aylwin! nah its okay. i dont want him anymore, you can have him (: i show mercy you know. and im so nice, i give way to the SMALLER ones. hahaa! (meaning im bigger than you)

elton loh!! sorry for not replying last night, my phone's confiscated. hah! you love teri!

2005-09-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE.

2005-09-26T19:13:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. DWIGHT'S MAKING ME LAUGH A WHOLE SHITLOAD. KEITH TAN, WHERE ARE YOU LAR.

enough of lies baby.

2005-09-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

out of all the boys, youre not like the others
from the very first day, i knew we'd be lovers
in my wildest dreams, my darkest desire
would i declare to you, your love takes me higher
just when we both thought our lives were set in stone
they shone a light, and brought us together

i look like a bird ): reallyreally. and mr tan wants me to cut my hair AGAIN, even shorter. what the hell?! i look like a butch, thats bad enough. and also a little of dj & darrrly, according to winner. amy darling was so poor thing today, she had to listen to all my complaints throughout the day.

i passed chinese, for the first time this year (: 50/100. haha! anyway art was super fun. but drawing on styrofoam boad made amy and i super frustrated. paintpaintpaint, i love (: mister mount everest from tent 61 of mount everest base camp : are you trying to steal amy away? shes mine forever. HAHAHA :D

fairsian connect was boring shit. mr hou, yakyakyak. went home with gucci and we talked alot. sleepovers, banana milk, midnight movies, roaming around town at 12 finding food, climbing the "great wall of china" at hk central, easy-madness and taaa laaa booo (: i miss it all, really.

i'll be there when the world stops spinning.

dwight! yes he threw away the baby, so sad right. he suggest to get another one at the baby shop? i think your friend is a little retarded. HAHA.

GUCCI! i'll ask my mummy okay? tell me the dates! :D

MELISSA! laoda! haha! maybe i'll be going with cris, we all go together la? i think my parents will allow (: wheeee.

2005-09-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

the taste of sugar sure reminds me of your kiss
i like the way that they
both linger on my lips
kisses remind me of a field of butterflies
must be the way the heart is fluttering inside
beauitful distraction
you make every thought a chain reaction

ah-chooo. im sick again.uhh uhh uhh.everything's making me cry. and if i ever missed this upcoming peterpan play, i will seriously cry. and now, my maid's forcing me to eat PAPAYA. that super sick vomit-smelling-yuckyuckyuck fruit.

NAT AND I ARE CRAZY OVER PATTISIER CAKES.PINK BUTTERFLY CUPCAKES BEST (:

CHARMAINE PHANG: I MISS YOU SO MUCH. HAH (: AND YES I KNOW YOU A LETTER. GO OUT AFTER THE EXAMS! MWAH (:

amar! yes uncle, bring me to tanjiong pagar, tampiness tiong bahlu and julong please. HAHA. you shit head. blog about that joke for what. embarass me only! i lost my reputation already!

julia! yes its sunday today. hah hope you enjoyed darling (:

rawrrr: keith hiding in your underpants? haha anyway, youre lagging. keith and i jus divorced cos he threw away the baby and i suspect that he's got an affair. I THINK YOURE KEITH. hah.

SUGAR! I LOVE YOU SO! :D

jenisse! haha okayokay darling.

MELISSA! hello darling, i cant go thailand with lion they all la. cos our holidays start too late ): daddy's going too? hahaha. i think go hongkong better la.

TRACY WAN LILIN! (: have you phone your phone? yay! which day of stomp are you going? love!

AMY! darling i wanna go to rome! marry me and bring me there! haha!

dwight! no ive decided not to sue him, show mercy (: HAHA.

KEITH! where are you.. ):

tryphena! hello. whats your link? and im doing fine. study hard okay.

atiqah! aiya lazy to link la. haha. when you see me online or something then tell me again okay. HAHA.

MELODY! yay! green ones! haha nevermind la i admit that im short, no other goalttack's shorter than me.

gabriel! hahaha. aye, i still cant believe xiangting's les ):

2005-09-25T16:05:00.000+08:00

AMAR RIC KOUL : I WANT TO KILL YOU

that moron posted a super dumb post on my blog. which he so called "joke". YEA RIGHT. tanjIong pagar, tampinesS, tiong baHlu and juLong. what else amar? I DO PASS SPELLING OKAY.

yawn. im super tired.arh! i look like a bird! liyun says that i look like a pingpong ball.aiya anyway, melody teo's so mean la. she looked down at jinshun, and she went like "are you a netballer?" "what position do you play?" "oh, wing defence, youre not that short" "MAPLE, YOURE SHORT FOR A GOAL ATTACK" stupid melody!! hahah nevermind at least she offered me gobstoppers again, green ones (:

im bored. im really really bored. tuition later. arrhhh.

2005-09-24T11:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday at the dinner table, we were deciding where to go during the hols. hawaii, turkey, new zealand? i said VENICE! mummy and nat went like "ask your future husband to bring you la, no point going there with us now. not romantic" hahaa! it makes me think of tan weijian! not that hes gonna be my future husband, but he promised that hes gonna bring me to venice! haha. and he said that hes saving up money to bring me to paris this christmas! HAHA.

i cant go to thailand with lionel and the rest. boooo ): my holidays starts too late. i kind of miss uncle gordon, or rather grandpa gordon and CHENCHEN (: and of cos the kids! dad says that hes like 80 now. but hes like still so strong? i miss chenchen. i want yogi to marry it. haha. i want daddy to bring us back to perth again, that house!

im gonna sue keith tan weijian

2005-09-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

i need to take a shower when i look at you
ya sting & hurt like a bad tattoo
i wish you'd change my point of view
yea yea-a
im cherry cola
im candy-eyed
im california
my mind's all screwed & upside down
but my heart's on overdrive

nat was so so crazy yesterday. video and audio conferencing online with me? when shes like only next door. yes, thats my sister. singing. and telling each other "youre a fat pig". how retarded. haha. stomp next thursday! YAY :D

its finally FRIDAY! wheeeee. what pryke & i have been waiting for this whole weeek! hahaha (: maths was quite boring. heng choon pooh smells like those smelly flower scented powder that smelly people use! GAY! haha! chinese was qiute fun. XUE CHANG GE! xianhua was like the 2nd last to complete the whole song? hahah.then group by group we had to sing, super gay lar! especially YAOWEI. so out of tune! naaa and i kept laughing & laughing. neo and mund's group was damn funny. gay gay gay!

english was so so boring. miss reena doesnt know how to teach lar. then science! test was like shit. mcq was weird. all my answers were like C all the way? :/ and i forgot alot of stuff lar! arrrhhh! during the test mr tan wrote on the board - "jus a small thought, i will really miss you guys TERRIBLY after the term ends" aiya whatever la, who will miss him man. probably only hisyam and amar? he invited his ownself to the 2a chalet. hes so -- lar. ?!?!

school was over then! WHEEE :D elton called to ask if i wanted to catch a movie together with keith. but i said no, cos maple tan is a good girl! she went straight home to study! (no, to sleep actually) mummy says that granpa's in hospital, AGAIN ): i dont like the word, hospital. and i dont like growing up. when you grow old, lots and lots of sickness will come to you. and then the scary-est thing, death. i dont like, i really dont like growing up. i wanna be like six again.

i hate you then i love you

rawrr: rawr rawr, whos rawr? haha i think youre not his friend or something, i think you ARE keith. you sound like him. no keith is my bestfriend! so hes mine okay! dont steal him away. and dont even think abt it, cos i will win anyway. HAHA (:

dwight! uhh keith? nothing happen what. hah.exams are near. study hard!

elton! nono you love teri. i love melissa! shes mine and im hers! dont try to tear us apart okay! haha elton loh, so im your dream. and im keith's cupcake. hahaa.

MELISSA! yesyes darling. you told me already. dont care abt what she say okay? anyway daddy also dont like her, so dont give a shit abt her la. haha. love! (:

gabriel! :D oh i think i know already. your msn nick! haha dinner with xiangting at 7 is it? haha how come she suddenly want to go out with you? tell meeee! hhah

atiqah! oh no darling i forgot the link again lar. whoops? hah. sorry. i love you.

zhen: who are you! and whats your blog! hah.

2005-09-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

another day, without your smile
another day, jus passes by
but now i know, how much it means
for you to stay, right here with me

but it hurts so much i cant take it any longer

2005-09-22T11:39:00.000+08:00

im in school now ( : my loyal knight is so so nice. thanks for the clancy drawing & sticker! YAYY :D hahhhah. so touched by what pauline did yesterday (: she came down all the way from tampiness jus to pray for me. and she gave me chocolates & bicuits & a card! wheeeee! read sugar's blog. YOU, CHUA SIHUI. PLEASE DO TAKE CARE OKAY. IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. JUS CALL ME, MESSAGE ME, ANYTIME (: REALLY.

tim: take care okay! study hard! ( :

why.
why so petty.

2005-09-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

keith to paris. elton to canada. CARA to hawaii. i cant believe this. my best friends are leaving me...like soon.especially cara ): i really hope harresh wont go anywhere, so that i will still have someone around to make me smile.

my goodness. pe today was like @!#%^&* lar. mini tennis? the balls were all wet and the rackets were like crap please, 3 for 10? hahah. muttaqin! BA KAY BU SU, BA KAY BA KAY BU SU :D im so gonna fail chinese test, again. yes, AGAIN. im sorry qingshun ): but the paper was like so so difficult. i think i'll get like 10? booooo.

orca was funfun! mutt was so lame please. nick neo mutt koul jem and i were stealing each other's specs, pen and water bottle. HAHA damn funny la (: science practical was quite okay. mund was so nice to help me (: went home with cheryl and she was retarded. hahah. keith tan : changi's too far. sorry ):

theon! please please PLEASE transfer over :D

TON! go elton go elton go! (: and i didnt lie, the one i love most is melisssa tan enxin. hahah go find your teri!

koul! youre welcome. go eat the handcuffs! bet its super sweet. hah

MELISSA! yes lao da i love you the most! OBVIOUSLY. haha.

tocky! im okay already! but i dont think she's okay yet ): i wanna go thailand with you and the rest!

dwight! yuppp firefly (:

gabe! yesyes two bars okay! how is she?

2005-09-20T16:51:00.000+08:00

and i cannot wait till we're back together
love conqueors all kinds of weather
when your true to what you believe
we'll sail on through (:

mdm toh: deric, dong gua hai shi si gua?

deric: AH GUA. (hahahah)

SOMEONE BE MY CHEERLEADER. ROAR.

pain.

2005-09-19T19:06:00.000+08:00

where's my firefly.

are you trying to make me feel how youre feeling right now? im only fourteen. dont expect me to have the same mindset as you.

sometimes i wonder, am i the cause of everything? its like..urgh. like what mok kept saying during chinese class today. "see la maple. all your fault." but the thing is that, i didnt do anything. they make me feel like ive committed a crime. i dont see whats wrong, amy and i feels happy having each other as company (oh nono, not les). so why care abt what other people think or say right, honey? its jus so childish.really.

anyway, jem was really funny during home econs. he went like "sophia why are you walking to the fridge?" HAHAHA. everyone laughed like crap. then chinese lesson. ugh. a super gay relieve teacher came and he told us the wrong answers. recess was like a horrible scene.

art was cool. lino board was funfun as usual and mine turned out to be a really good piece ( : uncle khoo gave us a really good talk during fairsian connect. havent been seeing his wife and him for like a super long time. then he talked abt him swimming across the malacca straits and that reminded me of the past, how we used to swim together at temasek with daddy ( : amar: oh you eat everest? I AM EVEREST.someone tell me how lame can he get.hes turning 14 tmr.

studied a lil with amy at essential brews after school. talked alot, bought pumba's present and i really enjoyed my afternoon. totally cheered me up ( :

MUMMY & DADDY: yes daddy im okay. dont worry. i love you both! (:

dwight! uhh yes im okay already.

atiqah: i love you too darling.

AMY! now i think yours is much worse than mine. hah. i love you miss pryke.

tocky! spot check also no use la.hahh.

theon!! aye bong! confirm transfering? dont cheat me okay. hahh.

i worry.
where were you when i needed you most.

2005-09-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

home econs test tmr ): raaahhh. i want my 110 messages back. maple tan. cheer up la..

baby why dont you care no more?

2005-09-18T14:31:00.000+08:00

what have i done. you jus came into the room and started saying things abt me. its unfair i know, but youre already working. its like youre blaming me for everything. its not my fault that mummy doesnt want to give you 200. its not my fault when mummy scolds you for the tickets. so why are you blaming me?

can someone jus give me a potion or something. i feel like fainting.

this morning was terrible. my head makes me feel like im on some rollercoaster. spinning and spinning.

enough.

im still disappointed and jealous and i dont know.. rahhh. i need a little cheering up.

life have been so different since the eleventh of march.

2005-09-17T12:21:00.000+08:00

maple brendon pryke sufen sick again hope you recover soon and come back to school or not sure very boring.you're sick and i care ..............a lot .haha yupp

2005-09-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

im staring at my feet
my cheeks are turning red
im searching for the words inside my head

cause i know youre worth it
youre worth it -- yeah

if i could say what i want to say
i'd say i want to blow you--away

be with you every night
am i squeezing you too tight?

if i could say what i want to see
i want to see you go down--on one knee

marry me today
guess I'm wishing my life away
with these things I'll never say

whats wrong with my tongue
these words keep slipping away
i stutter i stumble like ive got nothing to say

so baby honestly
why cant i just tell you that i care?

2005-09-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

is it enough to love?
is it enough to breathe?
somebody rip my heart, and leave me here to bleed
is it enough to die?
somebody save my life
i'd rather be
anything but ordinary please

magiritas-ed last night ( : nat and i enojoyed. anyway, i didnt go to school today again. pryke messaged me, and told me that i failed chinese test. what the hell? i studied so hard la can ): but good thing im not last in class. arrrhh!

I LOVE 2A RESITY!! SOCCER INTERCLASS CHAMPS! WOOHOO! (:

bryan.soccer inter class champs says:
amanda seems cute and cool

HAHA. RAJAKALI ADMITTED IT (:

alden!! yesyes okay. hope youre feeling better? dont think so much kay.

jeanette! hey thanks. you take care kay. love (:

CHERYL! hey lao si! stoots lar. i love you (:

atiqah! yes sure darling.

PRYKE! i love you amy! MWAH.

amar! aye you talk alot of crap know. haha what colour's the jersey? must be nicenice one okay! like bb AQ team!

MELISSA! ya my love is for melly, and ONLY melly. plus daddy too (: hahaha. elton loh! jealous anot!

dwight! stoots is my retarded clique. hahaha.

am i squeezing you too tight?
marry me today
im wishing my life away.

2005-09-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

missed school today. fever fever. dinner later. tim's going to australia. amy may pryke chen en! i miss you boyfriend ):

melissa,tiffany,fenny & cheryl: STOOTS! I LOVE YOU ALL ( :

kientat! some guy la. indian one again. sec one somemore! arghh. help me kill him. hahaha.

dwight! mmhm thanks (:

come on baby light my fire

2005-09-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

spinning around ive got this funny feeling
turning my whole world upside down
i'll keep my heart, my eyes on you
cause you keep me spinning around

school was crap today. pe was like super fun cos we played captains ball and mund was in my team! ( : and as usual, yujun and amanda jus stand there and do nothing. yujun cried, and amanda kept attitude-ing us. wth la. jus cos misstan scolded them. sofa & i went to talk to them about it, try to console them. and they jus blame us for EVERYTHING and walk away? WHAT THE HELL LA. WE'RE TRYING TO BE NICE OKAY. AND BESIDES, ITS NOT EVEN OUR FAULT MAN. we didnt even do anything la! argh.

science was shit man. dont want to talk abt it. anyway, im so irritated already la. AIYA. BYE BYE.

2005-09-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

MAPLE IS ANGRY

but i'll make her happy!

keeph!

2005-09-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

pissed off. dont talk to me. shadrach, can you jus get out of my sight. youre fcuking disgusting and insulting. please dont think that youre damn big. JERK.

2005-09-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

double science double science.
MAPLE TAN.
work hard and stop playing.
kai believes in you.
you better not let him down.

there's tears in my eyes already ): school's starting again, jus tmr. and i havent even completed my homework. why am i so last minute.

yesterday was a super fun day. met keith then we went elton's house. it was huge. crazy man. i love carraaaaa (: keith kept using his hand to cover my face! stupid big bully. hahahh. we played like hell la can. but ton was a good boy.

cabbed to town. met melly. chocolate fondue was great yes darling? went hollandvillage. we spent like an hour in fos? hahah. went to tp sports hall after that. tickets were sold out. luckily melody got tickets for me already.

singapore vs malaysia. finals of sixth asian champs. singapore won of cos (: i sooo love asha tett, huiyen, vanessalee, the keeper and centre. they were really good. huiyen's shots were like chopchopchop man. quite disappointed cos melly and i expected katecarpenter to put liling down. but she didnt even play for a single quarter. mmhm. who cares, we won afterall 53-39 (:

stayed for prize presentation. saw the 208 sri lanka goalshooter. im like only right above her ass? and she looks so much like a guy. scared the hell out of me la. national mens team got second. i love brendon! he's damn hot, seriously ((: nicolette gina melly and i took photo with him. hah. hes so goodlooking la! oh aces cheerleading sucks. the first flyer was good. the rest were like -- la. some fell. hah. dad came and we had to go off.

hey deb, i hope youre alright. jeff's right. rei is jus another typical japanese guy. expected la darling. love (:

MELLY ELTON & KEITH! i love you all la! (: but melly! i love you the most! hahah. yes those times we spent after national league and all! ((: ton! hahah every moment that i spend with you is magical la. our fairytale remember? HAHAHA. keith! yes i love you! so you must love me too okay! hahah! blog for me!

tocky! thanks for what you bought for me last night! hahah! one for tencent ar, cheapskate man lion!!

granpa-ape! the photos are really funny. haha. brendon's hothothot agree?

julia! hello jinshun! i love city harvest too! as much as i love you! (:

2005-09-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

had a super weird dream last night. of tonton & keith. ton called me while he was having training?! and the background was some funny atomickitten song. hah. then i asked if keith was there. and he ran around finding him. and they started playing hide & seek after that? hahaha. i wanna go out with them again. and harresh (:

anyway. im feeling all so weird and down now :S jus right after keith's last message to me.mmhm.. arh i dont know.

dwight: he didnt really wanna say. but i guess hes alright now (: sorry for going on and off msn. hah.

2005-09-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

to my dearest weijian : youre hurting everyone that cares for you. people like tonton harresh & me. probably chusheng too? i care for you, we all care for you darling. and you know that yes? i know youre not superman. you cant fulfil everyone's dream. you cant meet our expectations. youve got your own life, so baby, live it to the fullest alright? you mean so much to the three of us. stop scaring me, reply my messages honey. youre always ALWAYS there for me when i needed you, so im here for you too, anytime. keith darling? we love you.

2005-09-08T13:53:00.000+08:00

bitch i aint doing this for nothin
hoppin poppin
lets ride up in the benz
hair blowin in the wind
sun glistenin off my skin, hey!
and im nasty & you know me
so dont mess with your baby.

I HAD A SUPER WEIRD DREAM. IT WAS SCARY ):

GIRLFRIEND! happy one month two days! i love you girlfriend! (:

amar: i dont like him. lets talk abt pokemon again. haha. jigglypuff! i choose you! HAHA.

tocky: i dont like keith okay. and keith doesnt like me too! hahah stop roaring lionel tock. i will turn you upside down and mop the floor!!

aubrey! hey (: yay i know! i read the papers already. hahaah goal difference of ten right? who was playing GA? heard that asha tett and liling's not good at all. haha. why jeanine heng not in! her shots will be even chop-er lar! haha!

leticia B1! (: gabe? a model? CMI! haha! kidding. hols are gonna be over. you MIA ar. haha.love you!

dwight: rubberduckie_quackquack@hotmail.com okay shut up, i know its kiddy. hahaha.

CARA! two month's super long please ): i miss you. haha do you still have the roses that we stole during the wedding? i still have it! haha all dried up. yes okay. YOU PROMISED TO SPEND THREE DAYS TWO NIGHTS WITH ME, REMEMBER THAT! hahah (: i love you!

2005-09-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORMAN !
HAPPY ONE MONTH GIRLFRIEND!

okay, jus got back from norman's place. it was retardeddd. hahah. so ulu can. like where sugar stays, but i think his is worse. super deeep in and winner & i were damn scared to walk to the pool alone. haha! guys did flips and all. so funny can. especially when alex tries to flip into the pool. like a star. hah! went back to the pit, ate, talked, blaaa.

had study skills this morning. it was like.. uhh total waste of time lar. drew on some paper. and mr tan took it away. i seriously want to kill him can. ARGH. he thinks that hes damn big, whatever lar. i dont give a shit about respecting him. cos hes bloody irritating. ANYWAY. went to bryan's house after that. lunched at kap first. tennis was -- lar. mutt and jem's pretty good. isaac was competitive.

bryan's the best man! he did sooooo much for pryke & i today (: thanks bryan! cabbed to town. met tonton harresh keith & chusheng. went tcc. saw sugar! and amelia! hahah (: everyone left and i walked around with keith. went paragon, he bought me chocolates. how sweeet (: and and, it was damn ex can? next time i jus want kitkat. good enough. hahah. and as we were walking, some girl came up to ask for our numbers, some modeling thing. funny. hahah. got to know keith better. hes real nice. AND SWEET.

met winner, cabbed to norman's place.

KEITH TAN WEIJIAN: THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

tocky: i'll link you lar. soon.

JOPA NAAANAAA: i miss you!

dwight: hahaha bored? aye keith's hell nice! arrrh! anyway, go add me on friendster or something

aubrey: nope! i didnt go! went to some party, did you go? who won anyway!

SENIOR MELLY! that woman's so evil lar. as in pauline.

atiqah: whats the link again? love.

sihui: hahaha sorry sorry! link please? forgot. love you.

gabriel: 2dollars! (:

SUGARRRR! go get the shirt! who won today? say singapore! hahah I LOVE YOU TOO.

2005-09-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

on the phone with darlie. he suggest that i should lay hands on my lolli cos it tastes so much like coffee instead of strawberry. hahah. darlie darlie. streeetfighter! haha CHUNLI. oh captain tonton called! YAY! (: hes gonna teach me rugby someday! my honey stars called too, and we started abt the past, STRAWBERRIES! hahaha. arrrh. im feeling much better! yayyyy xiao ding dang's calling too! (:

tocky! you help me do lar. haha i think i'll jus throw my whole zuoye away.

fredric! aye how did you get in here? through jialing? haha. cos the school gate opened quite late. i didnt wanna wait. yeahh..

amar! hey PAPCORN! hahah no i dont owe you anything okay. stupid boy. haha. pokemon's fun yeah!

DAY! na na na! (: hey honey! yeah it was nice seeing you in town on teachers day! yeah we'll both go out okay! with bel & the rest yeah! LOVE.

gabe: hello (: crazy over leticia? haha.

MELODY TEO! ((: hello! hahaha yeah thanks for the tickets man. i wont tell anyone lar. 8bucks. woohoo. thanks! (: i want gobstoppers too lar! youre like my wishing machine. hahah.

debrah! hello! yeah sure (: seeya around.

jeanette! aye! thanks for sending me yeah! LOVE YOU.

dwight! hello hellooo! (:

2005-09-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

why do you build me up buttercup, baby!
just to let me down and mess me around
and then worst of all you never call, baby!
when you say you will but I love you still
i need you more than anyone, darlin'
you know that I have from the start
so build me up buttercup, don't break my heart!

yesterday was a busy busy day. but pretty fun too (: bought my fourth fairfield socks. how retarded. mrs toh gave us thirteen chapters of zuoye as holiday homework. i sooo wanna murder her can. english was so so fun! i finally learnt how to sing the wallet song. which goes like this >my wallet,tehtehtehteh, my wallet, tehtehtehteh, no money, tehtehtehteh. it sounds retarded. i know.

then we started talking about POKEMON. my goodness lar. haha it was funny (: then i got bored. i fell asleep on the table. hah. science was..UHH. class party after that. it was seriously pathetic. took retarded photos with mutt hisyam amar neo & bryan tan jie hao.

had training. twenty minutes run..blaaa. lao er viccintta xinghui and sian's really funny can. we went craaazzzzyyyy. aaron ang was really really really nice to spend three hours talking to me (:

keith: please dont, promise?

LAO ER & LAO SI! i love you two! yay! mwah! (:

jenisse: okayokay (: lazy lar.

sze! yeah agree agree! great minds think alike! (: see ya around. love!

aubrey: hello darling! nono you'll get in lar. you jayne & dorcas! (: i think i wont be in it though. haha. how are you! miss you!

glenn!! its always easy tagging my blog what! haha. so happy to see you the other day! YAY! yongs lover yongs lover! haha. wheres theon! you take care okay!

julia tong jin shun: i'll be seeing you in like 7 hours time (: got it from blogskin lar. hah. love you!

MELODY TEO! youre going today right? im not. i think im going on monday. aye get tickets for me. free one! haha! and more gobstoppers please! oh and bubblegum too! hahaha!

bel: linked you already! love! (:

hey romeo, i wanna be your juliet.
hey romeo, hey romeo.

2005-09-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

huhh

hi.i'm not maple..maple asked me to blog for her but i dont know what to blog.errr apparently she wants me to blog a shitload but i dont know what to blog.i can't say who i am because she doesnt want me to..errr okay.

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wow i made a triangle -.-" anyway,i love maple (: i love her this <------------------------------------------------------------------------------------('')----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------> much.actually more

2005-08-31T18:33:00.000+08:00

i hear you whisper in my ear
all those words i long to hear

went out with pryke & bel today. keith saw me! talked to eunice & grace aik for a lil while. saw sulin. and jocelyn! i went crazy lar.

weird weird weird.

fustrated.

2005-08-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

i can open your eyes
take you wonder by wonder
over, sideways & under
on a magic carpet ride

played captains ball after school today. vincent was so -- lar. i kicked neo's ass. hahaa. we were dancing and playing. i so so so love edmund can! hes like the best player there lar. blackie totally sucks at throwing lar! kenny and amy's really really good too. haha. kenny sprained my finger! so pain please. @#$%^&*. arrhhh. bored. teachers day celebrations tmr. i jus cant wait to go back to primary school and see miss tay & mr chua! yay! (:

2005-08-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

asian champs coming up!
pool b > SINGAPORE vs MALDIVES
saturday,7.30,tpsh

im going im going im going. I MUST GO! it'll be so exciting please.haha. anyway, home econs totally sucked today. and chinese. dumb mrs toh minus ten freaking points from everyone cos we didnt do our compo. she said that we could hand it up tmr. so retarded lar she.

art was..uhh. like shit. i left my sketch book at home. and then i had to paint on paper. the stupid sun looks like..CRAP LAR. neo bullied me. he went to paint on my uniform! then i got my revenge back. haha. HE BOUGHT ME FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES! YAY! (brownies, milky bar & pez sweet next?)

im so so tired. jus came back from tennis at keppel with pryke. coach william is so so so funny! i kept covering my mouth cos i wanted to laugh whenever i see his face. so much like mash potato lar! haha! went retarded even before training. and pryke was like "maple..youre retarded! im gonna kick you" HAHA. i love that girl so much please.

2005-08-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

TWENTY FIVE MINUTES TOO LATE
after some time ive finally made up my mind
~~she~~ he is the ~~girl~~ boy and i really want to make ~~her~~ him mine
im searching everywhere to find ~~her~~ him again
to tell ~~her~~ him i love ~~her~~ him
and im sorry 'bout the things ive done

pilot blenheim tan: i wonder how youre doing up there. i miss you. i miss your voice. i miss everything about you. how i wish i could turn back time, to see you for the last time again. how i wish i was the best doctor on earth, so that i can save you. i cant wait to see you again.

2005-08-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

boy i missed your kisses all the time but this is twenty five minutes too late.

keith is sooo gonna kill me cos ive got a tattoo of his face on my ass. hahaha! anyway, reached somerset at ten fifty today, thinking that isaac or probably handy would be there alr. but no one was there yet. so waited and waited. messaged hisyam & amar. they were in the bus. tried calling isaac and amy but both didnt answer. neo was at JURONG EAST lar. i wanted to kill him. messaged bryan and he said that hes at HOME. go and die lar.make me wait so long. i waited till like eleven thirty then hisyam & amar came? then waited a while more. so it was jus syam amar isaac leon neo and me :/

syam looked like a pineapple today! haha! so went heeren. got mrs chng a really really nice shawl. fifty bucks. and then we got mr tan a black file, from ripcurl. five times lesser than mrs chng's. haha! anyway, i saw glenn. I SAW GLENN. I SAW GLENN! then i got really crazy and hyper. i havent seen him for like half a year! ((: then we started talking. blaaa. and i whacked him and all that. so happy lar ((: yay!

met sihui at citylink. walked all the way to esplanade. lunch was good! chocolates were really good too. took city buzz to town. cool ride yes sugar? we went totally CRAZY lar. okay then we were at topshop, saw some unpleasant people. and that made sihui really really sad. but after she was okay. anyway, sihui told me a really good news and that made me really happy (: okay so i got my yellow mambo skirt and we took neoprints. i enjoyed my day. thanks sugar! (:

2005-08-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

cause you had a bad day
youre taking one down
you sing a sad song jus to turn it around
you say you dont know
you tell me a lie
you work at a smile & you go for a ride

rajakali's mummy called me today. she said "hello this is rajakali's mom. did you jus messaged my son? may i know who is this?" and i said " IM RAJAKALI'S GIRLFRIEND" hahah! it was pumba & tan jie hao! (:

we watched school of rock during music today. pumba went crazy. oh lalala x3 nicolas suck at singing hollaback girl. seriously. hahaha.keith keith, HURRY COME BACK. someone passed away in school today ): sigh. oh and i met mages! i really really missed her so much.im feeling so frustrated. rictus wong, can you jus leave me alone ):

sugar: you & me, we shared a mystery. we were so close. like honey to the bees. see? our favourite song! darling cheeer up kay. cos you still have me. and we're gonna have a great time together on saturday kay? (:

2005-08-23T19:07:00.000+08:00

why do you build me up buttercup says:
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend
why do you build me up buttercup says:
you've got a friend, maple

hisyamuddin's really really really nice (: im feeling a whole lot better now. i jus need pryke & sugar here.

kahn: whats happening. i didnt expect us to end up like that. i thought you were my true friend. i thought you were one who would stand by me all the time. so what now.

2005-08-23T11:04:00.000+08:00

upside down. bouncing off the ceiling
inside out, stranger to this feeling.
got no clue
what i should do
i'll go crazy if i cant get next to you.

com lab now. im going straight home after school. char cant meet me. i saw leticia jus now! yay! (: i told jem about the bee pee joke jus now. and he went nuts. hahah. everyone, I LOVE AMY MAY PRYKE CHEN EN! (see darling? RED!)

i cant wait for saturday! char & i will go crazy!

2005-08-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

school's boring. everything's jus so wrong now. keith's gone for five days. uhh. i need to tell someone everything. i want to know the truth. really.

i love amy pryke.

2005-08-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

i feel like a cow.hahh. i kept laughing at the heng-a-na-tor and pay-ah-heng joke today. goooood-e one! i hate amar i hate amar i hate amar. i wanna kill neo. shatze. chuke chuke duke bate yakerenge. everyone, i love amy pryke & deb! sugar sugar sugar, i miss you so.

2005-08-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

i feel like slapping amar. i feel like kicking him all the way to pluto. i feel like pulling his pants down and make him stand in orchard road.i jus feel like killing him.i seriously hate the stamp joke.CHUKE CHUKE DUKE BATE YAKERANGE.anyway, shad shot that pellet thingy into my eye yesterday. i was crying like a big baby. geog test tmr, kill me please.youre taking forever to reply me ):

kat: hey yeah thanks.so long never hear from you! we're gonna have a match with your school on friday! hope to like see you around! (:

melody: shut up. i want more gobstoppers. you were once with me okay! my boyfriend! hahaha. a match with us? ask simone to ask my coach.

jeanette: hello darling. thanks i will (:

melly: yay! thanks senior! i must ask my mummy about tmr first! love you to bits toooo!

shane: hello daddy! yesyes okay. im alright already. see you tmr! dont so bad to melly k! must sit with her! haha! ba-na-na?

sugar: I MISS YOU.seriously ((: i'll tell you some other day k? lovelove back! anyway! lets go out soon okay! sugar diamonds (:

jenisse: we saw your friend today! best friend somemore! BEE! :D hahah of cos it sucked partnering roy. nightmare okay.

gabriel: so hows the girl with red specs? hah.

neo: ROAR. cookies please.thanks for your ten bucks.

GUCCI! yay thanks thanks! banana milk! my class guys were so pervertic yesterday! better wear pants inside okay! anyway, no more miss cerisi!

qianhui: FINALLY YOU VISITED MY BLOG. MISS YOU.

aubrey: any more friendlys coming up for your school? thanks (: youre a good player too!

i saw lee jiarong today! i shall tell daddy!

2005-08-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

i shouldnt be so affected by it.i shouldnt care about what she thinks about me. how lousy i am or whatever. shes talented, yes i know. but we'll not be in the same team in a year's time. i feel so off today. i couldnt sleep last night. nat pushed me away cos i was sleeping too close to her, i think it was because i wanted someone to be right beside me. to hear me and everything. i kept talking to myself today, and aaron thinks that im crazy. told melly & cheryl bout it. and seriously, why should i even care about what she thinks. it affected me so badly that i couldnt even forcus on training. words like "youre lousy, youre the worse player" kept going through my head :/ sigh.

whats the point of you acting nice infront of me, and insulting me behind my back? whats the point of doing this to your friends and making use of them? you'll only make people hate you.

anyway, home econs was a total nightmare today. roy is so..uhh :/ class contact was fun. tonight with 2a. hahah! we ate apple pie (: im feeling much better now. thanks to melly & cheryl (:

2005-08-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

im walking on a new road, livin' a brand new life
ive found myself a better way, walkin' with jesus everyday
lord youve taken me as i am, but im never gonna stay the same
in the power of your glory, i know i'll be forever and ever changed

EXTRAORDINARY, TAKE MY BREATHE AWAY
EXTRAORDINARY, MAKE A BRIGHTER DAY
EXTRAORDINARY, WAY BEYOND THE ORDINARY
EXTRAORDINARY!

caught bewitched with cara harresh and ton yesterday.i love cara so much (: ANYWAY, I LOVE PETER CHARLIE & FUNKY CHOO! (hahhah)

CARA: yesyes chocolate fondue next time! (: guava & animal biscuit! haha! I LOVE YOU!

NIGEL: whatever back back back!
AUBREY: of cos darling.even if your name's not there. im sure you know that i miss you right? haha!
MISS GUCCI: yay! miss you too! and im not miss cerisi! miss sixty okay! hahaha! when are we going out again! i miss banana milking and sleepovers!
GABE: aye when is big gabe coming out ar! hah! smu is huge!
MELODY: emy emy emy! i love gobstoppers! green ones! remember okay! you owe me a million!

nononono baby nononono dont lie ;

2005-08-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

i got sent out of math class yesterday. and for chinese today. hah. i hate science. i hate the way mr tan picks on me. arrrh. i hate fridays lar. im so bored. im so so bored. i miss cara loh.i miss deb. i miss yuanting. i miss sugar.i miss aubrey. i miss miss gucci! i miss you.

back from a rugby match at SMU. acsi & sji, saints & RI.

saints & RI

attackviolence
SEAHORSE (hahhha)
melly & i(:HAHA.

OUR LIL YINC!

girlfriend girlfriend! happy one week anniversary! hah!

2005-08-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

happy birthday keith!

im gonna cry any minute. im so sorrry ):

2005-08-08T14:32:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MELLY MAG BAOYUE CHER DARYL CLEMENT & GIRLFRIEND! (: im bored im bored.i miss cara and my sugar.i miss jopa and charmainephang.match with mg on friday.arh im so dead now. IM SO DEAD NOW :/

2005-08-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

fairfield vs river valley high
32-18, FAIRFIELD YEAH!
push the limits break the barriers
I LOVE NATIONAL LEAGUE TEAM PLUS YUJIA JACLYN SIAN & TIFFANY! (:

we nearly lost to them in the previous match! today was gooood. yeeleen said that we made a great improvement! yay! (: played as goalshooter. sheryl was goalattacker. so weird. its suppose to be the other way round cos sheryl's taller and all.i was so suppose to lunge out and she was suppose to get lobs. but now its all different. i think im the shortest shooter on earth.hahah.anyway! im so happy! cara darling called! i'll see her on sunday! woohooo! (: oh and i like jane as my keeper! shes so nice!

AUBREY & DORCAS! : yayy! good game! (:

2005-08-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is that i care too much
and our scars remind us that our past is real

A COCKROACH FLEW OUT OF HISYAM'S SHOE BAG DURING GEOG.IT WAS HELL SICK.MR TAN'S GOT A HUGE PROBLEM.HE ACUSED ME AND EDMUND.SENIOR MELISSA SPRAINED HER ANKLE DURING TRAINING. POOR GIRL.I WANNA GET INTO TOP SIXTEEN SO BAD! KEITH, PLEASE CHEER UP.

2005-07-31T20:06:00.000+08:00

and inside my heart
theres a place for you
and in my mind im with you once again
out of heart, into your head

friday ;
sonic fest was really goooood! planetshakers & sonic flood! vertical rush was horrible la.jinshun and i had soooo much fun! saw lots of fairsians.i love the song always&forever! i like that drummer! hes so good! arrrhh! I SAW ANNELISE! i miss her so much please! she was like "maple!" and i screamed like hell lar!

saturday;
jinshun couldnt meet me in the morning.then xinghui asked me to go to school early to accompany her.i was her les partner (: hahh.cuifen and i went totally CRAZY la.the whole team painted a netball on our hand, and the word netball on our faces! so fun la! the bb fancy drill's reaaallly good.jiayan was nice to accompany me home! (: changed up and met mel and shane at tiongbaru.i was hiding from shane (: then mel called.hahah. crazy retards la.kept laughing in the bus.and there was this really cute boy singing nationalday songs.sooo funny lar! he sang wrongly! then mel and i kept laughing and laughing. shane's camera shy! my daddy! haha.the play was quite boring.all the acs jokes.dont get it.so mel told martin eddie butler to entertain me. hes so lame la! stupid mickey mouse joke.the dance and everything's a million times better than our school's drama night! i like the blue bird! he can sing dance and everthing! arhh! hahah.went to hollandv with mel after that.met natalina and some others.cabbed home.was so tired la.

today;
boring day :S

2005-07-29T10:29:00.000+08:00

in the com lab now! (: AND I MISS MY HONEY LIKE HELL! arh! amar is so so gay please. he wrapped his science practical book with pink paper! gay guitarist! (hahah) neo jus left, hes gonna take out his cast today. and we're going to wakeboard next weeekend! thats if our mummys allow.mutt gave me hellopanda and miss reena jus took it away :S idiot! hahah.i cant wait for sonic fest tonight! with jinshun! hisyam's singing to the thunderbirds song..i seriously think our NE project comicstrip rocks! stickman and lots of rubbish lar!

2005-07-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

PUSH THE LIMITS > BREAK THE BARRIERS

i left school at nine today. mom and dad quarrelled over me. WHY. my tummy's jus so uncomfortable. hanter & sofa cant stand my screamings. hanter offered to pack my locker! and she said that im worse than a boy.whatever lar. i jus cant stand neat lockers. i tend to mess it all up again (:

senior ~~smellysa's~~ (hahhha) telling me how much she miss shane gan now. her world's filled with shane gan, and only shane gan. no maple tan! she thinks that shane is the cutest and the sweetest. i disagree! im the cutest and the sweetest okay! HAHAHA. we're going to wear blanko and mousetape on saturday. hhaha.i love my senior! (:

sonic fest tmr with jinshun! YAY!

2005-07-27T19:44:00.000+08:00

stupid phone, i hate you.

2005-07-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

sometimes hes hot
sometimes im cold
sometimes my head wants to EXPLODE

nicolas yong xian en bullied me like hell today. i seriously wanted to kick his *cough* okay.he threw my bag out of class. squashed my hello panda. and whacked me a million times! i was so irritated la.IS was hell fun. amar syam neo and muttaqin! hey baby wobbling wobbling.amar's my name and gaying is my game! HAHAHA. bunny & idiot! nicolas scorpian gave me two lollipops! jiaen gave me gummybears! YAY! (: why no one give me birkenstock! haha!

2005-07-25T20:23:00.000+08:00

naivety and childhood left behind
deprived of the goodness of mankind
past encounters have made her strong
strong enough to carry on

stupid school. start of the week with the start of horror lessons.-stares at sugar.hahah.i will never be a housewife i tell you. i hate sewing. and i cant believe we're gonna start on cooking next week :/ i failed chinese test again.lowest in class again.like every other time.i was laughing like shit. du laoshi and hanter thought that i was crazy cos im suppose to be sad.hahha.

took science test during recess with pryke and syam.i almost died.i thought it was gonna be on wednesday. and michelle's coming over tmr.stuuupid. so mr tan said that i can have a retest! (: art was hell fun. i love ms yeow. stupid xianhua was so noisy la.hah.training was cancelled :(

went to queensway with cheryl darling fenny tiffany and aileen.i saw hengschuan! (: i was screaming like hell la.haha. darling and i left early.she tortured me.

01 made me climb the overhead bridge.
02 didnt allow me to concentrate on messaging.
03 made me laugh like some retard
04 scratched me
05 slapped me
06 called me slackey
07 tickled me
08 snatched my phone
09 made me play truth or dare
10 SAID THAT *cough* WAS HER BOYFRIEND.
but i still love her (:

NEO: thanks for the hello panda!
NICOLAS SCORPIAN: thanks for the lolly!

FOSTERS ENGLISH ROSE! with neojx

nat & i

dragonfly! my favourite!

nerd!

i find this so nice!

CHOCOLATE TART!

gone

in the car.

2005-07-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

last time lover
do you really think im cool and sexy
and i know you really want to get with me
last time lover,lovin' under cover

HONEY : stop calling me monkey you stupid fool! i want my cadbury chocolate! youre taking eons to reply my message! LOVE! (:

tracy leticia qianhui xinyi robyn & big gabe small gabe lionel neojx sky kientat : i miss you guys!

2005-07-24T13:01:00.000+08:00

candle light & soul forever
a dream of you and me together
say you believe it, say you believe it
silly games that you were playing
empty words we both were saying
lets work it out boy, lets work it out boy

~~fudgecake.~~ its the twenty fourth today. and im suppose to be happy.woke up at six.i was damn excited to meet you. and our ninetynine bus ride.but, we didnt meet in the end. sigh. then mummy came into the room telling me that she wants me home right after church. argh. met my darling sihui at jurong.we were like crapping so much."the cab driver is much slower than my grandma.tsk him can" and "the train is much slower than my grandpa.hes still alive.yay!" HAHA. cabbed down to church. she was like so scared? hahah. silly girl.

I FIND KRYSTLE'S CAST SO COOL PLEASE. hahah.she was saying that im mad and everything la. haha. i seriously find it so cool! someone wrote "pain is a sign that youre living" HAHA! saw melody today! after sooo many centuries! i miss her so much! she was saying that i should have gone for the sports school trail yesterday.like whatever la. and she said "oh you will play centre court if you get it" yes melody teo i know youre tall.but you dont have to say that right! and stop tempting me with your sweets! hahah!

twenty four; my delighter! i love you so much please! (: sugar diamonds!

CARALOH: tell me when you'll be leaving for hawaii! i'll miss you like hell! roses & chocolates! ILOVEYOU!

im giving you everything ; all that joy can bring this i swear
and all i want from you, is a promise you'll be there.

2005-07-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

some kind of superstar
youve got to swing it shake it move it make it
who do you think you are
trust it use it prove it groove it
show me how good you are

fosters english rose jus rock. chocolate tart (: nat and i got a little retarded in the car.hah. saw werma! rock climbing & canoeing in two weeks time! (: chocolate bar-ed with mummy. max brenner chocolate beads. milk. strawberries.bananas. dark milk white chocolate. marshmallows. butter bread.mmhmm (:

senior mel's jus so sweeet! thanks for calling darling! (:
shane! you are so sick la! fudgecake with melly?EEE! hahah.

twenty four ; you and me, we shared a mystery.we were so close, like honey to the bees.i miss singing that song with you. i miss all your sweet messages. i miss you. i wanna talk to you again.

m: i guess i trusted you too much huh. sigh. thats jus sooo you. nothing can ever change you.

2005-07-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

i'm antsy
bubble pop electric pansies
my sweet tooth, i want your candy
the queen of england would say it randy

went for my checkup this morning. i was shivering like hell. retarded photos with nat. ultrasound scan was really scary. but kinda cool. seeing your own tummy. doctor dramusic versna was really nice (: some male doctor told me that i have special hormones. and that im gonna be a super woman next time.x ray on the fourth.dinner at fosters tonight.mmmbop! (:

JIARONG : thanks for making me laugh hell lot last night. drink & golf! pens tied with rubberbands! the bird play! retarded tuesday! HAHA. and please, its both our daddys' fault okay!

BAMN : thanks for calling! im missing you guys like candy (:

NEO & NICOLAS SCORPIAN : i want my hello panda!

m : dont ever forget us. cos i will never forget you. how much you cared for me. im sure you'll get selected (:

twenty four ; i want our happy past back.

2005-07-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

one kiss and boom youre the one for me
so please tell me why dont you come around no more

i miss cara loh! i miss all the fun we had at the wedding dinner! i miss stealing the roses! i miss snatching chocolates with her! i miss bullying xyz!

twenty four; im missing you so badly.

nata lie tan suzhen is accompanying me tmr! (:

2005-07-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

you stand in the line jus to hit the new low
youre faking a smile with the coffee to go
you tell me your life's been way off line
youre falling to pieces everytime

i will never go back to the 24hours shenton clinic ever again.mummy and i went there at nine. the nurse told us to wait for an hour. mummy went home halfway and nata lie came to accompany me. i saw the doctor at only eleven thirty? make me wait for two and a half hours! argh. so i was damn pissed. i walked into the room saying "woah bloody hell.so long.finally man." the nurse stared at me.what the hell la.

bad day.booooo. i saw hanter at the locker.and she started shooting me with all the tests that i have to take. #1- geog presentation.im seriously really lousy at presentations. #2- chinese tingxie. i didnt study.i thought i could skip it or something.#3- CHINESE TEST.wtf la. i totally forgot about it.shit man. i embarrassed myself infront of the whole class during geog :/ it was so stupid can. i was suppose to say "johor blablabla". but i was so nervous that i said "joshua blablabla" my goodness. the whole class laughed at me la.

i embarrassed myself infront of mr tan after school. i wont say what happened. but its hell embarrassing. he's gonna call my parents real soon.im so dead.anyway, shuli from rulang primary and some tkgs girl came for try outs today. direct admission.how cool.i think shuli is hell cute! i find her darn familar. and she finds me familar too.

i saw jody and matthew at the interchange today! (:

goalattack bib and a million rubberbands.